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Monday, August 31, 2009

Miss Luo's birthday celebration and teacher's day celebration

today is teacher's day celebration..at the same time, it is my beloved chinese teacher's birthday... i planned the celebration since last week.. at first many ppl agreed to attend...however, i was quite disappointed as many ppl did not turn up as they promise..i felt myself such a failure in these things...i thought our chinese class ppl did like her class..

however, thanks to gsc students!! although i told them like last minute, they really turned up and enjoy the party.. and THANKS LILI ZHU who did a lots of fun thing ya.. she put cream on my face! she even attempting to smash the cake on my body!! trying to bully me when my leg injured.. too bad.. my toe haven recover yet... if not i sure smash the whole cake on ur body!!

anyway.. once again.. THANKS all of u who attend.. and thanks CRYSTAL who actually rush to buy cake..

Luo Xiao Jing.. her name sounds like kids.. XD

group photo

Zhang lao shi damn funny...

罗老师,生日快乐!




没料到您会和马来西亚同天生日!生日快乐!天天开心!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

SELAMAT HARI KEBANGSAAN!





Selamat hari jadi Malaysia!
Merdeka!
Merdeka!
Aku Cintamu Malaysia!


还是那么懦弱
已经是十八岁了
还是没办法打理自己的思绪
好恨这样的自己

对不起

突然发觉好像回到以前在部落格的那个我
现在的部落格像以前那样纳闷
每当我的华文字出现时
就是心情不好时

对不起
并不是故意的。。
可是
这是我发泄的唯一管道
就这几天。。
容忍一下吧!

佩雯!! 清醒了!!!
是时候做事了!!
别再沉睡了!
不要再发呆发愣了!

我是一个人见人恨,车见车走的人

最近不知怎么了,食欲不振。。
看来有快要被骂了

是不是心情不好的人,是不是会失去知觉?
我不懂。。只知道当热热的药放在我脚上
平时呱呱叫的我竟然没知觉
还一直发呆
完全感受不到热量

Saturday, August 29, 2009

心好疲倦,身子更疲倦,就快承受不了
这两天发生过的事,好像一场恶梦

有些事情过去了,就过去了。。已经不能挽回了。。
世界上假如有那么多如果,一切都不会发生了。。

yee sook, i don't have the energy and strength to fight in life anymore.. can we exchange place? doesn't sounds right...haiz

傻大姐再一次降到凡间
她又惹得另外一个朋友生气
她朋友或许很多
但她非常珍惜每个朋友
她常常害怕伤害到任何一个
但失了一根筋的她
总是会让人生气
尽管她努力小心翼翼地不出错
可是笨笨的她总是做出惹人讨厌的事
她很恨这样的自己
她不想失去任何朋友
尤其是她很要好的朋友
她无心要伤害任何人
当她每次伤害到时
她总是很自责,很沮丧
总对自己的愚蠢无能为力
或许有一天这个傻大姐会自我封闭,
她宁愿伤害自己
也不想再伤害任何人

这两天傻大姐累了
她错的太过火了
她还是一样讨厌自己
你讨厌她吗?

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

sports vs me

好想跑!
好想像usain bolt 那样跑

不知道为什么
今天丢了一下frisbee
上巴士又看下自己受伤的脚
进入了一阵沉思

那一起事件
改变了我的一生。。。。
像个恶魔缠着我多年
我恨我自己当初为何那样
它导致了现在不堪一击的我
我很容易就会放弃
它让我在不管运动上都不会很成功,最多只能学到六成的功力
它让我留下阴影。。
也让我的脚
动不起来了。。
在玩任何运动,都会有一种克服不了的感觉。。

我想这是上天给我的惩罚

我接受

虽然我唯一有的,就是对比赛的敏感度。。

但是我好想在场上任意发挥

不再是在旁边利用我的明锐度想策略的人

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Fastest man on Earth!!! USAIN BOLT!!


omg..

USAIN BOLT!!

U ROCKS!!

U created new record for 100m and 200m again!!

i totally salute u!!!

i was damn damn high when i saw the video..

omg..

crazy with ur style of running

n the speed..

less than 10s for 100m..

omg..

damn cool lah

unexpected that i can see u create new records again within a year...

beijing olympic that time u rocks the world..

now u rocks again!!

hey.. i seriously looking forward for 4x100m relay!!

create another world record Jamaica!


Usain Bolt beats Gay and sets new Record...


Usain Bolt 19.19 200m New World Record Berlin

Saturday, August 22, 2009

my toe again?????

pls remind me to walk slower!!
i dun wan to hop with one leg..
scare i injure another leg..
but i really need to walk slower..
to recover soon.
so i dont have to see the doctor..
dun wan let her torture my toe any more..

d 淤血 on my toe already disappear!
now d doctor just need to concentrate on the treatment of 筋(vein?)
doctor said i need 2 more weeks to recover, she said i am very lucky.. other ppl need 100 days to recover.. siao ah..
by the way..tat means i cannot play inter-sg frisbee game next week!!!!!
argh..
geram!!


i wan go back..
i wan go Hui Chi's party
i wan go Sheah Yee's party
i wan go meet Nicholas Teo at KL convention hall..
waliao.. today wat day yor? 3 events on the same day..
but it ends up ..
i still in Singapore..
attend the boring event management!!

the event management talk..
sien..
boring
i dun like the speaker..
i dun like the way he speaks..
he always pick on me too!
tat y i pon...
but really meet a lots of teachers outside lt..

pei wen.. stop blogging.. u still have a lots of hw..
dun forget WR!

happy birthday natalie


Happy birthday girl~~
erm.. hope ur leg recover soon..
u really my good friend.. hurt ur leg as the same time with me .. haha
be happy ya!!
wish that we can survive longer at YJC..haha..

My darling Hui Chi.....

Happy Birthday!!~~~






Wah.. just realise really not much pic that has only u and me..
seriously need to go out more often and take more pic
so unfair u always take pic with yi theng.
i jealous liao loh!!
haha.. i know u like 6 or 7 years ah?
u always so important in my life..
thanks for listen to all my problems........
u always follow my blog closer to know my life..
so touch..
hehe.. 18th liao loh
big girl liao
okay. u always more mature than me..
no difference..
hey girl.. always stay happy ok?
love u so much~~
muacks..

Friday, August 21, 2009

To Terence

Happy birthday dude!!

funny guy..

i really wish that u r in my sch

then i will more lively..

haha

一个女孩的想法

这一夜
女孩望向窗口
忽地发现
自己这几天心情低落的原因
原来她在想他

从没意识自己会有这样的感觉
女孩开始害怕
她觉得她不认识这样的自己
她原以为是天气闷热
可是似乎错了
她是被思念纠缠着

她的心跳动着
从脑海里尝试寻找男孩的影子
可惜她似乎无法找到
她彷徨了

用尽了所有的力气
只为了要想起那男孩的脸
她一直责怪自己为何变得如此善忘
同时间
她一直责怪自己为何不在男孩身旁
或许男孩需要她呢?
脑袋瓜爱想东想西的她
开始担心着男孩有一天会不需要她在身边

她活在自己遐想的空间当中
忽视了所有身旁的一切
她并不知道以后会怎样
只是呆呆的看着窗外来来往往的车
随着它灵魂出窍

这是
女孩的心莫名怦怦的跳
左眼的眼皮也跳动着
好像预言着有什么事即将发生。。

my toe again!!

i read kai boon's blog...
he bandaged his leg for one month last time because of his toe become dark puple after knock on sth.. so scary..
argh....
i really dunno sprained a toe is gona be so serious..
tmr i going to ask doctor when i gona recover!

due to this toe..
i din go sch for 2 days
suddenly miss sch
nobody talks with me at home..
n i miss sch library
that i can comfortly do my hw..
kind of weird that i actually miss sch..
maybe because other ppl r in sch n i am not?

weird weird weird..

ya.. due to the rain. ..
i din hv my breakfast..
i cannot wet my leg..
so just can stay at home
and i dun feel like eat maggie me...
sien ah.
i should ask my dad get me a maid..

Thursday, August 20, 2009

I want to recover!!

realise that i like to blog these few days..
ya.. din go to sch..
nobody to talk to..
charmnya

today my bandage become bigger..
the doctor put more smelly things on my toes..

before the doctor 推拿 my injured toe..
she tried to see how serious it hurt..
once she pressed
omg..
i felt like kick her..
then she tried to massage a bit..
to examine which part that hurts..
at the end..
she realised whole toe is actually hurt..
my toe instantly swollen....

the process of 推拿 really bad..
i din even dare to scream..
so damn damn painful
is only one toe..
but the pain is enough to kill me
haiz
tmr my mum going to come all the way from Malaysia..
help me..
she wana be my temporary leg for the moments..

i want to drink bubble tea..
my aunt not allowed me to drink
because she said cannot drink cold drinks for the sake of my leg...

thanks Iffah ,Yun Qin, Ming Yan and Sean to help me with my Eom..
i feel so lucky can meet them in this sch...
another reason i dun wana go to sch is that i need other ppl help wherever i go..
so troublesome
sumore i wana recover faster
so i can play frisbee next week..
oops.. i forget to ask doctor when can i play sports again...
but i don't think so.
because not only my toe pain..
my thigh's condition not really good
because used too much energy from there to walk..

today need to listen to doctor's advice again..
rise my leg 15 degree when sleeping....
so troublesome..

faster recover lar~~~~

绯闻男友Happy belated birthday~~~~

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
i totally forget ur birthday..
how can i do so??

i like this pic..

thanks for suffer with me for two years... ok lah.. not really suffer.. just always let ppl make fun of us... hehe.
really so nice tat i can meet u... u always so nice to me!

hope that i din cause any trouble to u..

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

牛,mei wei..Happy birthday!!!

is 20TH of august!!!
Sheah Yee's and Mei Wei's birthday!!!!

牛。。
我的好好朋友
终于到你的生日了。。
好久没有叫你的名字了
雪怡
Sheah Yee
Sheah Yee
Sheah Yee!!
haha..
好久没有看见你的影子出现在我的部落格里
你忘了我hor?
坏蛋。。
臭雪怡。。
不要让我逼你每天留言yor
知道你很忙啦。。
你忙什么?
忙看帅哥哦?

好想念我们以前的生活哦。。

可惜我们都回不到从前了。。。

怎么办

好想念你哟..

尤其是你的笑脸,还有你充满表情的脸。。哈哈

如果时间可以倒流,我还是愿意穿回同样的校服,和你上同样的班

不过说真的,蛮期待你有一天拍拖的样子。。(正在想象着)

我们s6姐妹帮永远不解散!

美薇!!

我亲爱的KT

你知道你很可爱吗?

傻里傻气的样子
这是你受欢迎的原因

认识你6年了吧!

现在突然想起1a4的你。。

发现这么你都没什么改变哦?



好想看到十年后的你。。。
是不是还是这样呢?
做事还是那么mcc?
不要说十年啦。。真的很希望能快快和你出去玩。。。

slack???

these two days quite slack
because i leave college earlier
went back home take nap then online
din do much things
i should not slack like this
like wat Mr Robin said
i should start to revise

today i went to sch..
the bandage seems attracted some attention..
but some din notice it..they took quite sometime to know that
i think because i make myself walk like normal
it causes my thigh pain
because use a lots of energy from there..

thanks for everyone concern..
thanks Mr Robin for fetching me to sch
thanks Yun Qin, iffah , ming yan they all for helping me
thanks Tham Hin for help me to carry my laptop

and thanks Mr Lim for his lame jokes today..
one of them is "Anurag, why u used ur elbow to bang on Pei Wen's leg?"
ya.. Anurag also hurt his elbow
the other one is when Joseph asked him to zoom in... he walked in front of Joseph and said "zoom in already" .. waliao.. damn lame..
i dunno y he was so lame today.. i think he is influenced by the Mr Bryan Lim giving lectures..

my chinese teacher said " U and Natalie bang on each other huh?"
because both of us sprained our toes..
at the same day!
for PE..
and we r from Malaysia..

i spoiled my bandage when i reached home..
accidentally wet it...
trying to make it back..
ya..
with my skill..
of course i failed.
damn ugly..
no choice..
tmr need to go see doctor again..

on the way back home tat time..
i saw a guy kiss his gf before went down of bus...
that guy quite good looking..
they r still secondary students..
but do such things in bus..
normally i cant accept..
but dunno y .
this time.. i feel they r so 幸福
at least the guy damn sayang the girl
envy..
i wan ppl sayang me also

haha.. suddenly received a call from my cousin..
so touched..
he asked me about my leg..
laughed at me..
asked me y i play basketball..
show off lah..
hahaha..
but still very touched..
because overseas calls quite expensive
sumore.. his salary is so little..
poor thing..
thank you.. Kok Xiong..

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

切勿得意忘形

first time ever in my life i hurt my legs so badly
usually i just have cramp or just fall down
but first time i sprained/ twisted (i dont know which one) my toes
play basketball for 6 years first time hurt myself.....

y it happened?
i dunno ..
i just know i was happily playing basketball..
kept on inviting Iffah and Kai Yee to join me
while waiting tried to shot the ball
i jumped n shot
the ball went in!!
they all clapped for me
too high.. din expect that today can shot so accurately
so happy..
when i landing that time,
my toes went to the ground first
then i felt little bit of pain on my toes..

i chose to ignore the pain
i miss basketball..
i went to the other court and tried to shot the ball again
this time i really can feel the pain

then after that Sywell invited me and Iffah to play frisbee..
i agreed then ran to find Kai Yee to join us..
but Kai Yee wanted to play badminton
so i went back again but they formed their team already
no choice, i went to sit at the side with my SG friends

too sien.... i thought that it just the normal pain i had..
then loitering around to see ppl playing games
Yun Qin worried about me and followed me..

felt so weird..
so i 单脚跳 around
i found a place to sit and then took out my shoes
my toes swollen
thanks to Iffah and Ming yan who volunteered themselves to buy ice for me
but it did not work..
the condition become worst

for the whole day.. i could not get anything that the teachers said..
i hardly concentrated in class
so i decided to take early leave
then i walked outside of the sch.. attempting to look for the chinese doctor that Si Yao mentioned
but i could not find
then i went in a shop that crystal recommended
but there nobody dare to do anything with my toes because they said is too serious

what lar!!
i walked for so long nobody can save me..
then i took 811E to bus interchange
called my mum told her that i hurt my leg
she kept asking me y i so careless
then i received msg from my chinese teacher, Miss Luo
she told me that Yishun Central has one 中医

i not familiar with Yishun..
wandering around
could not find the place
and my stupid leg
y pain at this time?
i asked many ppl ..
i hardly get what they said

finally i found that place!!
the doctor kept asking me how i injured
i told her how i jumped and everything
then she said should not be so serious since i wore my shoes right?
and also how tall i jumped.
as if i can jump very high..
she even thought i go 跳高..
i just kept say no and gave her back a smile...

tmr i still dont know should i go to school a not
i want to go because we r doing EoM in class
i hv mc for tmr
and everybody advice me not to go because i should not move around
haiz..
what should i do?
now my leg not only pain but 麻痹 because sit for too long

haiz.. i dont care.. go to sleep again..
i feel like vomitting because of the medicine ..



好希望有人可以代替我的脚
背着我
让我不用那么不方便
可是连一个能依靠的肩膀都没有
慢慢做梦吧佩雯

Monday, August 17, 2009

黑裙子



黑裙子
张芸京

天边的那朵云要去哪里流浪
如果有答案要记得跟我讲
谁的爱放在假日的市场
讨价还价拍卖着它的重量
穿着白色西装的紫乌鸦
站在那里不停地鼓掌
就要下雨 你的自尊要逃向何方是男是女
随便你要怎么想
*只为他穿过一次的黑裙子
深深锁在记忆的墙
写好的遗言也要用力唱
祭拜我们为了爱的疯狂
只为他穿过一次的黑裙子
还在风中荡
黑指甲 短头发 有些话 不用讲为爱~~~
我就是这样
穿着白色西装的紫乌鸦
站在那里不停地鼓掌
就要下雨 你的自尊要逃向何方是男是女
随便你要怎么想
**一个很中性的声音却很吸引我的注意。。。或许有时在爱一个人的时候会不知觉中为他付出,甘心为他做任何事,就算是穿着黑裙子也在所不惜。。。要珍惜这样的歌!

Gemini

GEMINI (Irresistible)

Nice.
Love is one of a kind.
Great listeners.
Very Good in the you know where ...
Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out.
Trustworthy..
Always happy.
Loud.
Talkative.
Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.
Loves to make out.
Has a beautiful smile.
Generous.
Strong.
THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE..


haha.. none of the above suit me....

Sunday, August 16, 2009

奔溃

不知道,
总觉得,
我快要奔溃了
我快要倒下了
我的笑容已经是勉强挤出来了
或许有一天我连笑也不能笑了
突然间,
眼泪像缺了提一样
想控制也控制不了
就像这样好好地哭一场
因为在这里就算难受也要努力撑着
就算不开心
也会挤出一丝笑容
在这里
我没有私人空间
连哭的空间,地方也没有
我只能选择像这样
夜深没人的时候哭泣
但是还必须小小声的
因为害怕吵醒别人
很享受能够满脸泪痕
也可以不用理会
因为没有人会管我
不想思绪在被牵着
真希望我能早日释放
在这里
我什么都不是
过往的辉煌全消失
我从零开始
开始了跑的人生



*对不起,最近不知道为什么感觉自己越来越懦弱。。头脑的思绪也不能理清。。开始会说一些连我自己也无法控制的话..对不起,总是答应朋友要坚强可是每次都失败了

**小熊,对不起!我的眼泪让你湿了。。没关系啦,当作洗澡。。

thank you sarah.......thank you u r there for me when i was crying.... although u r dunno how many miles away.. i know u love me.. so do i.. i love u too!!

我最知心的朋友-陈蕙雯

Ting HUI WEN
我最好的朋友
一个永远都不会从我记忆删除的名字

当年的我们。。。可爱吧?不过我们都没有什么改变。。唯一改变的是我们感情更密切了!
不管在哪,我的身边总看得到你的影子
永远的姐妹淘


你的笑脸总是影响到我的心情
拥有太多的共同点和喜好
毕业典礼那一天,我们都把握机会在一起。。
世界上没有比我们好要配的情侣。。。
公教中学。。1A4, 2A3...学长团。。这些都充满着我们的回忆。。。
回忆起来,好像我们都没有一起庆祝生日过吧! 不过我们每一年都会互送礼物。。就算全世界的人都忘记我的生日,你永远都不会忘记。。这就是你。。一个永远不管什么时候都会站在我这里支持我的好朋友。。你知道吗,虽然很老套,还是想说,我很庆幸能交到像你这样的朋友。。。这一次的华文考试中,我把你和我分隔两地的经历写下,托你的福,我竟然拿到最高分!哈哈。。。我一边写,其实我的泪也快要掉下了。。
我确确实实的很想念你。。很想念每一天都能看到你,很想每天像以前那样每天打给你,很想像以前一样把所有的烦恼告诉你,很想一起每天谈论着戏剧,很想每天都能一起看帅哥。。如果时间可以倒流的话,我一定不会选择来新加坡,因为距离你实在太远了。。没有办法在第一时间与你分享我的心情。。

或许只有你,能真正了解我的心里在想什么。。每次我在很难受是,只有你会说出我想听到的慰问的话。。你非常的了解我。。如果我是男的,一定会追你!下一辈子我会跟玉王大帝说要和你成为夫妻!
现在的我,很疲倦,你知道吗?我常常在心里跟你说话,可是不知道为什么每次打个你我都会忘了。。我突然觉得很善忘,脑袋瓜不灵活。。。
我超想抱住你诉说我现在所有面临的难题。。
不管以后怎样,你都会是我最好的朋友。。
我们一起为生活加油吧! 相信,不久我们会在相见!
*check ur email pls k?

Saturday, August 15, 2009

只是好朋友?



"愛情裡最殘忍的曖昧

是我明明知道我愛你

而我們卻只是好朋友"


"友情裡最自私的膽怯 是你明明知道你愛我 而你還假裝只是朋友

兩個人,不勇敢,怎麼愛?"


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看了这两句会让你很想看这本书吧?

我就是因为这两句而非常想看这本书

我特地跑到Toa Payoh的图书馆借

可惜故事却没有想象中那么好看

也许是之前也看过这样题材的小说

可是那本爱情小说相比之下写得比较好

所以真的很失望

因为对这本书的期望太大了

可是以上那两句还是让我很心动


有这么一句

“世界上最伤心的事是你在我面前却不知道我爱你”

所以有多人会选择以好朋友的身份留在喜欢的人身边

成为对方急传即到的守护者


但对我而言却是一件艰难的事
那一个转换点
那一个复杂理清的思绪
并不是所有人都能搞得清楚这种关系
因为会惹来闲言闲语
会有其中一方会畏畏缩缩
也因是好朋友的关系
其中一方总会顾虑着
因为一旦表白失败了,两人的关系会变尴尬
结果到最后或许连朋友都做不成
所以许多人情愿把内心最深处的感受埋藏起来
宁愿只是好朋友 

Friday, August 14, 2009

不堪回首的一天

sorry. i cant use english to bring out my title.. today really really damn "SUI" ...a day that i wont forget in my life............

this morning 3am.. my leg cramp!! then i wake up.. unable to sleep due to the pain.. waiseh.. i sleep early because of Bio spa.. it ended up i slept less than i thought.. i wandering around the school without doing anything for like 1 hours!!! i should not go to sch so early n go back to sleep right?

not forget to mention.. today.. i was lock outside of classroom by Maths teacher.....i din attend mrs kwang's class.. know why? i was late to class.... because i enjoyed GSC.. haha.. not really enjoy but rather go to GSC class more than maths class.. since i was not allowed to get into class, i hv 1 free hour.. i tried to finish GSC hw.. but this passage pretty hard.. too bad.. din get to finish.. but at least i finished half of it...

today our PE lessons. we have Frisbee!! but why today? i was not feeling well!!!! but too bad.. i was not playing well today.. cant run.. cant get the frisbee.. leg pain.. headache due to not enough sleep.. sumore because of the sun.. i felt to myself dehydration.. but not forget mention.. SG08 really good at it.. they r able to run.. catch frisbee accurately.. and today a lots of wind.. waliao.. frisbee flying all over the place...know what.. today i happy happy go and start the game.. just throw.. omg.. so near.. i din throw so near be4 for the start the game.. screw up... my buddy, Kai Yee and Sarenya also not in the mood today.. kai yee not feeling well.. too bad.. din hv the chance to play with iffah.... after pe, my faces damn damn red.. i din hv this kind of face since primary 6..hehe.. but i notice sth.. i hate running on our field.. so different from my secondary sch field.. i hardly can sprint..

BIO SPA.. my nightmare..the first time ever i had this kind of test....i din do sth like this be4... i did very badly.. i screwed up... used the wrong concentrations....i dunno how to dilute that thing... stupid PW!! u should ask mr robin for help..only 1 marks.. now.. i lost more than that.. i panic.. i panic in the lab.. stupid.........i mind went blank when i read.. i was not able to understand the meaning of the sentences...i really bad in understanding sth.. pretty obvious i failed the exp.. just simply come out with some readings.. pretty obvious is fake............ all the things i write..explanation and calculation i felt so 心虚..7% of my A-level bio gone.. i felt very bad today after bio spa.... poor jia ling.. had to see my bad face.. i din feel like talking.. i was dying in the library.. n i forget about CSC seminar meeting.. sprint all the way from library to audi.. ignore the pain on my leg.. i was like dying in the meeting.. dont have any energy...feel blur all the way.. tired........... the teachers told me what to do.. do this n that.. but all the things they said not able to get into my head.. i kept asking in my little heart when it is going to end...

i ask myself one qn.. y i choose science stream last time? because everyone say science stream is good? science stream has better future? or because my bro is in science stream then i just follow? this qns arise but i ignore it during secondary school because i can score for the sciences.. thought that that shouldnt be a problem.. expect for bio, i really interested in chem n phy.. most probably due to my tuition teachers that really help me a lots.. but now. i dunno.. i hate to do experiments.. hate to do hw.. everything seems hard for me.. i hate myself even more..

can i blame my parents for not letting me to choose what i wana study? some of my friends know that i actually wana to be a tour guide.. i wan to study hospitality and tourism.. but i din get a chance.. i think i might take art stream course in uni next time......

Queens classroom女王教室

好久没有像这样流泪了。。。。

突然间,泪欲流不止。。。
哭到累也干了,痛也逝了。。
明知这是电视剧里才有的场景,可是最后一集毕业典礼上全班同学唱起《骊歌》,我也跟着他们一起泣不成声。
女王教室最后一集超感动
孩子们对老师的爱,
还有老师对学生们默默付出,超出所有的爱。。










以下是我以那位老师的心态来写的。。没办法如果不是这样,我会一直沉浸在伤心中。。如果没有表达到老师的意思,对不起!

看着你们茁壮的成长,
我欣然,很安慰
这就是我的目的
一个永远藏在心里深处的东西
我能做的只能默默地看着你们,
寻求给你们帮助的机会,
清楚地了解你们每一个人的脸,性格,特性,习惯,喜好
我都牢牢记住
我要让你们长大成人
我要让你们知道将来人生会面对的难题
我要让你们清楚未来的路并不是想象中那么一帆风顺
期间的考验,我要你们一一地通过
我真的很想投你们一个微笑
可是我不能,
我要你们明白,以后会比我更残酷,更严厉的人
我只好扮“黑脸”,
我只好是个坏人,
对我来说其实都无所谓,
只要是为了你们,
再多的牺牲都值得,
辛苦算什么,
熬夜算什么,
受伤算什么,
只要你们明白我想传授的道理与知识
那你们就成功了,毕业了!
把你们的资料一一删掉,
我的心,
其实在滴血,
就这样,
又一批对社会用贡献的人出来了,
就这样,
你们就离开我的庇护,
我真的舍不得,
可是还是必须放手,
一直以来,
我努力的守护你们,
不敢将视线转移,
就是深怕你们受到一点儿的伤害,
我情愿受伤的是我自己。。
我并不是个好老师
我只想要你们
展翅高飞
飞翔吧!孩子们!












这是里面孩子们唱给老师的歌...

“當我仰望你 就會感受到你珍貴的感情一晃多少年了 當我就在校园回想起來 真是時光荏苒而分別就在眼前 再見了我們彼此友愛 那日積月累的感情即使分開之後 也千萬不要忘記是你不斷的鼓勵 讓我立身揚名而分別就在眼前 再見了早已熟悉的朝夕苦讀如螢火蟲般美麗 如白雪般美麗一刻也不會忘記 那些流逝的歲月而分別就在眼前 再見了 ” 



看这部剧,一定不要错过老师说的名句:

“你们给我好好觉醒吧,还不明白吗?读书不是非做不可的事情,而是你想不想去做的事情,今后你们会碰到很多你们不知道、不能理解的事情,也会碰到很多你们觉得美好的、开心的、不可思议的事物,这个时候,作为一个人,自然地就想了解更多、学习更多,失去好奇心和求知欲的人不能称之为人,连畜生都不如,你想一想,连自己生存的世界都不想了解的话,还能做什么呢?不论如何学习,只要人活着,就有很多不懂的东西,这个世界上有很多的大人好像什么都懂的样子,那都是骗人的,进了好大学也好,进了好公司也好,如果有活到老学到老的想法,那就有无限的可能性,失去好奇心的那一瞬间,人就等于死了,读书不是为了考试,而是为了成为出色的大人。”

“你们能想象吗?这个世界上还有很多事情,比我对你们做的更加过分,人只要活着,就永远有“欺负”这个词,为什么?因为人就是一种能在欺负弱小中获得快感的动物。能和坏人、强者对着干的人,只有在电视剧或者漫画中才能看到,现实生活中几乎没有,重要的是将来自己碰到这种被斯负的事,你们能掌握对应的忍耐力和解决方法,你们中间,也许已经有人掌握了这种方法了。”

“人生有不安是理所当然的,重要的是信心有没有失去,比如说人死了以后会怎么样,谁也不知道,上天堂还是下地狱,谁也没有去过,怎么会知道?不知道却做出很知道的表情,不需要勉强去想,和这个相比,应该多看看眼前的东西,我们的周围全是美好的事物在出现,夜空中无数的星星在闪烁,身边是小小的蝴蝶在飞舞,来到街上,好像是第一次听过的音乐在流淌,或许和很出色的人能相遇也说不定,平时没有太注意的景色中,随着时间的变迁,也会有许多令人惊喜的事物出现,这些宝贵的东西,都要认真的将眼睛睁开看,用耳朵专心的听,全身心的去感受,这就是生存。
如果现在还没有明确的目标的话,就去学习,12岁能做的事只有用功学习,然后进中学,进中学也好,进高中也好,只有现在能做到的事很多很多,不要忽略眼前而一味的考虑以后的事,如果总是那样的话,到什么时候也不会有所作为的。”

“因为教育会创造奇迹,在孩子们的成长过程中,会有我们想像不到的精采奇迹发生。”

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突然间,我好想念我以前的补习老师。。他们或许对我很严苛,但他们都是为了我好!谢谢你们!

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Brother, Happy birthday!!

没良心的家伙!! 粗心大条的大哥!!

happy birthday lah~~ur 21st birthday leh..

u dont want me to celebrate with you..
but ur friends celebrated with u right..
wish u luck.. hope that u wont get "kai bao"

i know lar.

u have gundam very enough mah..
i am not afford to buy u another gundam..
so give u this gundam...


My funny bro birthday.. ok lah.. thanks for always 容忍 me especially last time when we were at home..

both of us always fighting n arguing

but we had a lots memories since we were very small right?i still remember u treat me badly.. u throw my lovely pillow to ....erm(u should remember where right?)

got time go back look through the album.. it contains all the memories we had.. i spent a lots of time to do tidy up all those photos leh..

以前一家人常常庆祝生日,虽然每年只有蛋糕,没有礼物。 以前总会对每年一样的庆祝方式也厌倦了,可是这两年来,我们好像都没有一家人一起庆祝了。。不禁开始想念。。

现在,没有家人在身边,再也没有像以前一样的纷争,争吵。。好静哟!不过不管我们怎样吵,我知道你很疼我。。

又长一岁了,在大学的日子一切安好!(不要挂念我哟!)



100th POST!!

wow.. this is my 100th post for this blog!!!
thanks blogger for accompany me..
thanks for provide me a place to grumble about my frustation in life...
love u so much~~~
muacks muacks muacks

to all my readers..
thank you for supporting me!!

thanks for giving all the advices.
thank you for understanding me...
love you all too..
i look forward for all ur comments regarding my blog in the future~~~


*not forget to mention, today is Singapore's birthday.. Happy birthday ya.. but i din watch their national parade.. know why? it makes me miss Malaysia more~~

Aku Cinta Malaysia~~~

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Queen's classroom女王教室

最近利用吃饭时间在看日剧“女王教室”
不知怎的,
看完了“女王教室”第八集后
心情闷闷的。。。。
什么功课都没有完成。。
这是我第一次还没看完整部剧就把心情写下来
很佩服小女主角“神田 和美”的毅力
虽然就读小学6年級,她终希望能创造美好回忆
她的坚持,引領着全班的同学們克服各种困难
和班主任抗战期间不知不觉地长大成人
但对我而言,从一开始她的坚持早已远远超过一般孩子的思想

“神田和美”的恶梦因这位老师而开始了。。。


与恶魔的对抗


心中为什么会闷闷的?
因为我掉进里回忆里
从幼儿园,小学到中学的画面沥沥再现。
以前的生活,反映在电视剧里
这就是为什么每一次看完一集,我就会掉进自己的思绪里
好想念为每一次为不同活动努力的冲力
为每一次的比赛而奋斗
虽然辛苦,却乐在其中
因为说得到的,不是结果,而是有益,以及珍贵的经历
现在的我,老了,似乎没用这样的冲力,总觉得好累

我觉得
在求学期间与朋友相处的每一个时光都能创造出许多回忆。。
这些回忆当你长大后回想起来,想到都会甜甜的笑。。
你会笑当初单纯的你
你会笑当初笨笨的你
你会开始回味,因为你成为大人后很多事情你都无法去做
不能在朋友面前扮幼稚,扮傻,扮可爱
好想回到小时候。。。

*由于没有足够的时间,整个故事的大纲将在我看完整部剧后才会说明。。下一次,我把我对那位“恶魔”老师的看法放上来!敬请期待吧!

Arigato to "hun dan"

Oops.. i think i forget to do sth.. i forget to thanks THAM HIN!!!! ...i usually will thank him everytime i get back my maths results.. but this time i forget already...i feel i am so damn bad... ok.. u r not hun dan.. i am..

really thank you for teach me calculus.. if not i wont get an A although i am pretty angry with myself for the stupid careless mistakes.. in this topic, many things that i haven learnt before while others learn it during their secondary school.. must admit you r really clever.. thanks for being so patient when teach me.. pretty touch that you actually willing to teach me even though got few times u r really tired... i felt bad when saw u sleeping in the library and after that when u wake up i asked u maths questions again....

aiya.. i dont know what should i say anymore even though i feel like wana tell u many things..after all i really really really really appreciate the effort u hv put on me.. to be honest, i really really really 感动 and 感激... because i seldom get so much help from a friend before..

since i din take any pic with u be4, to show my appreciation, i will put up ur idol's photo.. nah.. ur cute chihara.. must admit she looks really pretty in this pic..








thank you! thank you! thank you!

* although ur favourite colour is black, but i like purple how? haha.. so this post font going to be the mixture of black n purple..dark purple
**that girl is minori chihara, pretty right?
***since i saved a few pic just now... might as well upload all of them...

want know more about this singer? http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Minori_Chihara

(omg.. y i promoting her?? great influence by Tham Hin...)

Friday, August 7, 2009

Miss home

whenever i feel tired..
whenever i feel exhausted..
i will miss home..
i envy of iffah
because she can go kl
i envy of natalie
because she can go back to Malaysia happily
i still stuck at here
because of Written Report..
i need to do it on sunday with my group members..

today i skip school..
know why?
because of muscle cramp on my leg and my whole body aches
hardly can move
Miss Mardiana phoned me but i din pick up
could not wake up to pick up
sms her to inform her
and inform a council that i could not duty for college day
feel bad for bee lian..
leave her alone..

actually i should not spend time blogging
as i still haven finish my general paper comprehension
i dunno used how much time reading the test and questions over and over again
this assignment damn difficult..

i miss watching drama.. i everyday only watch one episode.. i hv lot drama that i really wana watch.. but i dun hv time.

miss all my friends.. i really feel like going back.. because this month really hv a lots of my friends birthday.. most of them r my BEST FRIENDS!! god.. pls give me time.. i wana go back home..

好歌推荐2(一定要听哟!)

注意这两首歌的词,非常优美。 我想大家都会喜欢。
周定纬 远在身边


“原来你一直在我身边
不管距离多麽遥远
就算乌云在眼睛里不散
你的笑容让我灿烂
原来你就在我的身边
不管时间怎麽疏远
所以就算我飞上了云端
只要想像你住在我心里 我就心安”


因为有你在我身边,我才能在这恶劣的环境存活着。感激你在我的身边,要不然我想象不了现在我将会是怎样。

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卢學叡-可不可以愛我
“为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近
却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定
努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军
为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里
最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 快乐还是寂寞
想念燃烧个不停
我快置身灰烬 你是我的呼吸
好想拥有你所有的注意力,让你爱我,更是一件非常难得差事。怎么办,心里快被你占据。
因为爱上了无法解脱 因为缠上了无法放开 因为又感觉心才会痛 是命运的安排吗? 才会产生莫名的吸引力

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Ru Yan Darling!!


Happy birthday girl!~~~~ actually plan to call you to wish u.. but my cousin not feeling well so i bring her to seek consultation from doctor.. then like busy taking care of her and now only realise that haven call u.. i feel guilty..

i miss u so much darling~~~ i miss the time we spent together.. chit-chatting.. loitering around the sch.. mixing with the ungu kids make me feel young...haha..

long time din heard it from u .. i think now u r busy preparing SPM right? meet any problem, feel free to ask me.. i hope i am able to help u..

still have few months in chs.. while preparing for spm, must make use of the time that u can spend in sch.. chs seriously is a nice sch!! appreciate ur friends there...trust me, after this year.. everyone will go to the different pathway then u all will be separated..

i feel i am so long winded.. talking like a mum as usual..

miss u so much~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ hope u enjoy ur birthday!!!