Thank You ありがとうございました

Everytime i wish other ppl happy birthday.. and now it's my turn!! wakaka.. i can wish myself Happy Birthday already!! and proud to say i am 18 years old!! (i am not 15 years as what my "cousin" said..y should i still smaller than him in his eyes? am i really that not mature? even ks said i should be more mature..)

the first time i celebrate my birthday in NUS..i went to my bro's hostel to get my camera from him.. then my aunt bought a cake for me n we celebrate in NUS.. damn special... the cake taste so nice.. din ever eat cake that is so soft be4..i actually want to take pic with the cake but i am too hungry.. just eat it!



these two presents r from my new friends here, Iffah, Tham Hin, Anurag, Yun Qin, and Ming Yan.. thank you ya.. i really damn suprise when u all gave me the present.. sumore on the first day of blog test! then when i take the present walking around YJC.. everyone wish me.. even though tat day not my birthday!! damn touched..

the teddy bear is so cute~~~ kawaii... my cousin choose one.. purple flower.. i going to hug this today~~

i wonder y the cup pic is a mickey mouse? is it because of my watch or the picture below that Cedrick drew it for me the other day? anyway, i will use this cup to drink my coffee everyday!!



this is a present from Siew Wei as mention be4..


* i wana dedicate my thanks especially to Hui Wen and Shiew Foong.. although the picture of the present r not here, but the effort u all put in i really appreciate that.. furthermore both of us gave me the present like 1 month ago.. damn touched..


*thanks Yi Theng for send me sms from M'sia.. gan dong lar~~


**this year is the best birthday i ever had.. thanks to all those people that wish me from many different ways: via msn, facebook or in sch..due to the numbers of people that wish me quite a lots, i really cant like mention it one by one.. to be honest, i really appreciate every single wish.. and some of them when they wish me, i really got a little bit suprise.. because they are my juniors or seniors in prefects board last time... it just shows that the lost connection does not mean that people forget about u .. they just remember u in another way^^



My Birthday Wishes this year: (as just now be4 i blow my candle, i din hv time to say all of them)

1. all my family and friends always happy and healthy

2. do well in all the examinations or test..

3. xxx (secret)

你们衷心的祝福，我都放在心里。。谢谢你们！你们是最棒的！

Happy Birthday To my beloved child, Qi Hui

Happy Birthday, QI HUI!!!

i must clarify that I am not favouritism.. the reason that my child, Qi Hui has more picture for her birthday is because our birthday is just one day difference .. so special right? mum's and child's birthday only one day difference.. anyway, wana wish her Happy Birthday!!

I feel sorry couldn't join the ungu celebration + her birthday celebration... actually i called them in the middle of paper when i hv break after General Paper test.. but everyone seems so busy celebrate until forget to pick up their phone...

Happy birthday once again!! may all ur wish come true!! ur dedication to ungu really appreciate by all the ungu members!! hey girl, hope u get Straight A's for SPM ok? u know i failed to do so .. i put all my hope to u ..ok lar, don't wana give u so much stress..hope that u can get as many A as possible.. gambateh!!

你能分清楚爱和喜欢吗？

喜歡和愛咫尺千里。

當你 喜歡 一個人時，你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快樂；
離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會笑，然後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一次重逢。
當你愛 一個人時，你想和他在一起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得，怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照顧自己；
離開後，你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知他現在過的怎樣？'然後你繼續你平靜的生活，希望他早日回到你身邊。


你喜歡 的人在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足你的任性的要求。
你愛 的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來，只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。


你會希望你喜歡 的人陪著你，然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人；你會希望陪在你愛 的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子，你會微笑，會覺得好幸福。


你喜歡 的人傷害了你，你會生氣，並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他；你愛 的人傷害了你，你只會獨自傷心，因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他，你憂傷地微笑著，看著他的眼睛，一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨，你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡，那一刻，你也是幸福的。


你可以同時喜歡 很多人，你會希望和很多人在一起，但也許很多年後你才發現，原來你愛 的就只有那麼一個，就那麼一個，怎麼都不會變，你以為把他忘記了，其實只是忙的沒空想起而已.


對於你喜歡 的人，你關注的是他的優點；對於你 愛 的人，你關注的是他的缺點，並且，那些缺點如果無關原則的話，它們在你眼裡是可愛的，獨一無二的。


喜歡和愛 其實只有一紙之隔，任何愛都從喜歡開始，當有天你突然發現，你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美，而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨，你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比，你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情，不知道是不是應該祝賀你，總之，你的感情昇華了


——仰慕 不是 愛，甚至不是 喜歡 ，當你對一個人只有 仰慕 之情時，你們在一起便失去了和諧。有人說愛 一個人很累，的確是，因為你想為他承擔，可是愛與喜歡 相比最大的魅力就在於，當你和 愛的人在一起時，你的感覺就像回家了！

To all my friends

i going to have blog test for General Paper and Chinese this Friday.. tat the main reason that i am emo.. i really damn worry about my English .. haiz.. don't want to mention about it... furthermore.. i going to do my Oral Presentation next week in front of all the Project Work's teacher and Mdm Koh(our principal)... ok .. i need to prepare for my test.. i just here to clarify my emoness... what u all can do for me is pray hard for me..

Emo-ing

i choose the same post title with Shiew Foong.. i really emo.. it really shows on my face.. even my "cousin" also notice about it.. y? really too much of things need to think about.. i lose direction...

无法把混淆的思绪除去
一直感到疲倦无助伤心
好想有一个肩膀让我依靠

张栋梁回来了！

我传说中的“相公”回来了！！ 带着他全新的专辑--沉默的瞬间。。我又不习惯他的新发型。。。为何有点忧郁的感觉？

不过很有男人的味道。。。

很MAN 吧。。我都被迷倒了。。。

带这样眼镜的他很奇怪。。

他像摄影师吗？

沉默的瞬间歌词

还搞不懂

心痛是什么似懂非懂成云朵爱的汹涌

来不及闪躲

我却为它坠落梦里我泪滑落几回

心软弱了逃避是非

潜意识我心碎梦醒了我張開雙臂

只愿为爱勇敢一点 不后退

CHORUS

有谁会在乎 有谁会想念 有谁能看穿我的笑脸

沉默的瞬间 寂寞却伴着我长眠你走的坚决 枯竭了爱恋

我给的一切梦里我 我的泪滑落几回

心软弱 软弱了逃避是非（逃避是非）

潜意识我心碎梦醒了 我醒了張开双臂

只愿为爱勇敢一点 不后退有谁会在乎

有谁会想念 有谁能看穿我的笑脸沉默的瞬间

寂寞却伴着我长眠你走的坚决 不后悔有谁会在乎

有谁会想念沉默的瞬间 寂寞却伴着我长眠你走的坚决枯竭了爱恋

我给的一切爱的汹涌 来不及闪躲我却为它坠落

New Life...

i survive!! after suffered about 2 months at Singapore, i proud to say that i'm still alive.. now finally i can adapt to the life here.. in school, finally i can laugh.. and act childish like last time.. meet a lots of new friends.. and have fun talking those language that they don't know like Cantonese and Malay.. i speak Cantonese with Tham Hin and speak Malay to Iffah...i think more and more people around me will know how to speak Cantonese as i teaching Interact club members Cantonese..

my CTG friends are quite funny..at least in YJC finally i meet people that can talk about drama and artist with me.. quite surprise that they actually know who is Yamashita..(yamapi) ..they know about CODE BLUE..hehe.. they know who is Aaron and PI LI MIT..wow.. not bad right.. finally i know what they will chat about.. then i wont be emo or feel alone in CTG again.. not forget thanks to Xue Yi and Sermin that help me to mix with the group of people in CTG

erm.. my Project Work group members.. u know Miss Tan said our bonding r damn good. haha.. funny.. u know y .. because we spent a lots of time together.. we meet almost every week together to do PW...(PW= Project Work not equal to PEI WEN!!) ... especially me , Jia Yang and Jessica.. while we doing GPP, we used to listen to songs.. then started our mini concert..hehe..

my SG's friends.. like Ming yan, Iffah and Yun Qin.. i realise that i really like to tell them " i am emo now, don't disturb me".. then they will start to laugh then i cant emo... they sometimes really childish.. but then i also quite childish.. Tham Hin said that i look like 14 years old!!yeah!! i am so damn YOUNG!!.. u know why.. cause i used to enjoy life in Malaysia.. i used to be the one that often happy and cheerful.. and always act funny.. so i am young.. Anurag also quite funny...both of us like to compare Singapore with our own country..then i feel bad for him.. because he couldn't read my display name for MSN..

besides that, friends from Malaysia play really important part in my life here.. especially Crystal..haha.. both of us really.. don't know what to say.. but we r like friends that know each other many many years ago.. haha.. Anurag said we r sisters.. ya.. the noisiest sisters in Chinese class..

me and Crystal

and another Malaysian.. Natalie.. we like to talk about life back in Malaysia.. now only we realise MALAYSIA THE BEST!!! and Siong Koon also.. the girl from Sarawak.. i really wish to visit her secondary school .. u know why.. same sch with NICHOLAS TEO, my dear...

another friend that i am quite close with is Tham Hin.. i think so.. the guy who always bully me.. i always lose when i argue with him.. actually not really argue but we always hv different views on sth.. and i always end with "I don't want talk to you already" .. but after few minutes.. i will talk to him again....

okay.. until now everything seems fine and ok.. me and ying yi meet every Sunday in Tampines Library to do our revision... but then i really don't like to rush for bus.. i really don't like the bus that full of people.. then i need to stand while i carrying my heavy bags and laptop.. and sometimes i cant stand the smell of some people..

Studies....
about my studies, i don't like General Paper, Project work, Biology.. i just regret taking bio.. i really cant like it.. damn regret din take Physics.. i like Physics because the influence of Mr Wong.. my tuition teacher for Physics last time.. and these few days i keep telling Iffah that i want take H2 Malay and Literature... i miss Malay a lots.. especially the Malay essay.. General paper is all about english .. and my English sucks.. u see.. among the 3 languages i learnt in Secondary school.. Malay, Chinese and English.. English sure the lowest among the 3.. my chinese and malay standard are similar.. but i feel my Malay actually is better.. Project work.. i hate to think all those strategies.. i just hv fun stick with my group members.. Biology..don't know why just don't like.. and i realise that i really hate to do experiments... like Chemistry and Biology.. ah.. always feel damn lost.. Chemistry used to be my favourite subject among the 3 science subjects last time.. but now..sometimes i really lost during lecture and tutorial.. maybe due to the sleepyness...

just a random picture that i took in MRT before i started a-levels

*i want to apologise for not uploading any picture.. i don't wana take pictures because of the pimples on my face.. i will update pic very soon...

the silence

my blog is pretty quiet these few weeks.. i just know why.. Sin Yoong went to Matriculation at Perak.. omg. i don't know that.. i called her on saturday.. then only i knew it.. poor things.. need to survive at the place with many Malays.. but without her.. my blog.. haiz.. i miss her "sampat" sound..

then another friend tat pretty active in my blog is HUI CHI.. but she started her college.. so i can know that.. sort of busy for college life.. anyway i always phone her.. so is ok.. we said we need to gambateh together!! u know .. i really miss her a lots.. when like copying sth, i always think that where is my right hand?

not forget to mention, the cow--SHEAH YEE.. cant such joker at here.. she kinda busy with her exam and OU XUAN.. how dare she does so? she forget about me due to OU XUAN?? bad girl..

Besides that, i think all my friends are busy as well.. i miss all their message as all of them are my source of energy.. with their supports, i only can tahan until today.. (still survive don't worry!)

Oh ya.. not forget to mention.. to all my friends that now in Form 6.. gambateh!! good luck for ur studies.. i think f6 is quite ok compare to SAM students and me as well....haha..

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Today i knew my Maths Test results!! i passed!! ok , i sincerely wana say thank you to Tham Hin for guiding me.. although i am quite childish sometimes, (always say i don't want talk to him when we hv different opinions), but he is still willing to teach me.. congratulations to him too.. he gets an A right? he achieved his aim.. i think.. and my second private tutor, Yun Qin.. haha.. and also Sermin.. both of us suffered a lots.. but then both of us made many careless mistakes in the exam when we looked through our exam papers again..u know y i so happy when i pass the test? it is just because i don't want to stand the pressure preparing for the test...

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my birthday is approaching.. 13 days more to go.. i am going to be 18 years old... ADULT leh..this remind me that today is one of my kids birthday!!

SIANG SHENG, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

sorry, mum cannot give u anything now, i am far far far from u .. must take care of urself yo!! just wish u all the best in ur studies... don't forget exam is around the corner!! don't play until u forget about it.. just hunt for me at msn messenger.. i can provide u tips just like last time... i still can call u ok? thanks for all fun and joy u brought to me!! u r the best kids i ever had.. hehe.. ALL THE BEST!!

沉默的瞬间

沉默的瞬间
我掉进重重的思考
反复想着我的人生目标在哪。。

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为什么会进入如此状态？因为这几句话 ：

“季节可以重复，胜利可以重复，机会可以重复，惟有生命不能重复。

生命贵于每个人只能活一次”

孤独

我的世界变了
身旁的事物是多么的陌生
想要回头看看
却发现变的不只我的四周

一直以来对我最重要的东西
我都小心翼翼的处理
生怕在任何一处出差错
可是却在当儿长江后浪推前浪

是我太多事？
还是我早就不应该管了？

人
为何要这样复杂？
我开始不明白人的思想
我开始不懂得人的相处

我太笨拙

Holiday...

2nd of May

After i had my 板面(the food i love the most) with my parents, then i went to Time Square to meet Siew Wei as we planned to watch “The Shinjuku Incident" with the free tickets provided by GSC.. after i watched the movie, finally i know why it is for 18 years old and above.. too much of bloody scene.. the Japanese are damn cruel to the Chinese!! my impressions towards the Japanese people are getting bad.. but then i like the movie as it emphasises on people with money and power will tend to overuse it... 人都会丧失理智。。。

then something unexpected happened!! Siew Wei gave me my birthday present!! and she told me she often read my blog..touch .. touch touch.. but then i thought i said i like bear bear.. but y become a dog? i wonder y minda ceria's students like to give me dog.. this is my second dog.. hehe.. anyway i really love this dog.. smell so nice.. when i hug it, i easily fall into sleep

*this little pic took when i was in MRT..u know y this face?because i back to the place that bring me nightmare...

**sorry for the late posting.. too busy...

Happy birthday Kee Siang

As I promised, I will specially write one post to wish one of my best friend Kee Siang Happy Birthday!! u know y i write so.. cause this is the first year i din give him present since i know him...anyway my present not as important as xxx right? that hot girl..

anyway LOH KEE SIANG!! i very JEALOUS loh.. how can u so 幸福？？ur friends give u so many surprise.. I din experience this kind of surprise be4.. especially for my BIRTHDAY!! sad sad sad.. is it i too 失败？i kind of person that my friends wont bother about my birthday? ok lar.. 你幸福就好。。你幸福就是我的幸福。。（有没有感动？）u see .. my blog got 3 posts about u.. so 大牌... yalah yalah today ur birthday!! Happy birthday once again!! May all ur wish come true..

still.. the sweetest couple in the world.. my love.. where r u ??XD

shi shi n ching ching.. haha.. i think they will kill me if i call them like tat

the ex-lengcai in the prefect board.. where is Kah Hei？

i miss u all.. really wish that i can be in the pic.. sum1 pls photoshop..XD

omg.. CHOCOLATE CAKE!! my favourite.. KEE SIANG!! i hate you....how can u steal all my wishes in my life?

*not forget to mention, Kee Siang.. where is my LAST YEAR birthday present? my nic nic..

Sudirman cup

argh!! damn regret.. i should go back to Malaysia for this long weekend!! i forget about Sudirman cup!! however, i cannot abandon my Project Work's group members..but then at least i can see how my lovely Lee Yong Dae fight Malaysia's team... (so evil..din even support own country's team)..cant help it, just blame he is too lengcai...hehe

but then still very sad.. my friends know how much i love to watch badminton match.. how crazy i will shout for Malaysia's team.. how i will scold them when i watching the match if Malaysia's players play badly..

according to SinChew, 中國能否成就3連冠‧林李對決成看點...wow.. 中国队，马来西亚可是你的对手哟！！小心。。i really wish to see LIN DAN vs LEE CHONG WEI again..

but from what Hur Beng tell me , today Malaysia lose!! why ? why? why? all the doubles are not playing well?? how could this happened? i can understand the mix doubles and the men doubles.. all because of LEE YONG DAE.. he is too pro .. i don't think with Malaysia's players skill can beat him at the moment.. his weakness hard to identify.. but what happen to our women doubles? aren't they are the first position in the list? come on girls!! u all can do it!! u all should feel lucky cause i din get the chance to watch.. if not i will keep scolding.. anyway, congratulations to our　夫妻档。。妙珠and 宗伟 get points for Malaysia.. hope that this can maintain..

pls.. pls..pls play harder n harder can? really hope that i can watch final at here.. TV1 .. i waiting for the good news k? beat the CHINA team..don't let them win again.. GAMBATEH!! 123.. again .. GAMBATEH!! tmr vs Hong Kong should be easy for u all right? gambateh!! u all can do it!! create history for Malaysia!!

thank you for Hur Beng for all the results reported!!! my friends..pls keep me update with Sudirman Cup's results ok? i love u all so much!

UNGU BOLEH!!

credit to Qi Hui.. i love this banner

i love ungu!! i love ungu!!

i really love them very much.. i actually went to the ungu members blog to see those pic.. i feel myself are part of them.. i feel that i am in the process of the decoration of the camp.. u know.. i damn sad because i cannot go back to participate for all the preparation.. i hate myself for making a stupid decision.. y don't i choose F6? then i can visit them and help them since f6 not yet start the school yet.. stupid..

anyway .. this year we get CHAMPION!! finally.. it was a small regret for last year cause we only got 2nd... i love all my juniors!! they won back what we lost!!

u know what .. Crystal (my new friends in Singapore but she is Malaysian) always tease me.. "WHERE IS UR UNGU?" ..she knows me well.. although we know each other like 1 months but she knows almost every single part of my life(太夸张了！！）..no lar.. actually is me always tell her how my purple house members.. my juniors.. my friends in ungu.. so ungu members... i really put every single of u in my heart.. because all the hard times we went through equal to the memories we have together...

thanks to Iffah.. she knew that Friday we had Sports Day...she kept ask me about the results.. she knew i really keen to know the results

above are my 3 juniors that trying to be funny.. finally they get off the emo condition..

my best juniors.. they worked very hard this time.. even last year they helped me a lots.. i miss them a lots.. tat y i kept call them from Singapore...

good job Qi Hui and Khai Xian...i just feel that they r like Cindy n me last year..but i trust they have the best memories as we had too..

my lovely kids..

the aliens- marchers

UFO

once again.. GOOD JOB!! ungu proud of u all..

Mr William.. the BEST UNGU teacher!! maybe u all might not know.. the first year he became the head teacher advisor for ungu.. we achieved champion.. that's when our champion started.. last time ungu position not really that good..always biru who lead.. THANK YOU MR WILLIAM!! UNGU LOVE U!!

this year ungu Captain.. only word one can describe him.. "YENG"

let's us recall last year Captain..

compare the two captain..which one more yeng? (feel free to leave ur comment..haha..dont kill me shawn..)

Bring u all back to last year Sports Day:
trying to show their muscles.. yucks..haha..

all my lovelly kids.. i love u all..

UNGU ROCKS~~UNGU THE BEST

my best kids!

PURPLE HOUSE of CHS,

We are going to be the BEST!

Stump your feet and clap your hands,

We are going to beat the rest!

Hey Ho!Say So!UNGU ROCKS!!!!