NICHOLAS TEO!!

ARGH~~ today i went to Plaza Singapura for his event!

first time ever can stand so near to the stage although i was there only half an hour earlier..

luckily this event not much ppl know about it, if not, i gona stand very behind again..

damn anxious and excited because the stage really NEAR!

too bad.. i did not hv camera at that time..

actually i did..

just that i dunno the camera don't have battery!

my cousin did not tell me about that!

argh~ luckily i managed to take by using my hp!

so u know how near is he to me?haha

haha.. he treated all his fans so nice!

although he was the judge, he still smile at his fans...

he made sure he gave eye contacts to all his fans and smile at them!

wonder why his face so big? because he suddenly walked to my direction! in front of me is a kid like 7 years old who always went to activites..he recognised him n walked to him! omg.. i was shievering.. n i also forgot to zoom out..haha

he so cute right? haha.i was just standing behind him.. after that , he kept on turn back n interact with his fans! he also purposely moved back to let his fans to take pic of him while he was supposed to give marks for the contestants..

Happy birthday , Jun Ting

大家看看从左边看起的第一个美女！

哈哈

她就是Jun ting。。。

生日快乐，美女！

我想谁也没想到她会和bowling能扯上关系

虽然认识她的时间不久，

但，

真的很喜欢她这个朋友！

说话总那么风趣

相信她也不会忘记我这个特别的朋友吧？

期待下一次能再度和你出去玩。。。。

18岁了。。长大成人了！

不要偷偷去Clubbing hor..

i hate myself

好累，我讨厌生活。。 我更讨厌自己。。 为什么我那么笨? 如果我聪明一点，就可以省略掉很多时间。。

we just argued. ya. tmr i hv chem test, but i don't think i can study for it already.
i just broke down.
i don't know what happened.
i just feel that they don't know me well.
they simply just cant understand from my side.

Ya, I'm stupid.
I am not tough.
I am just nth in this world.
I don't know a lots of things.
I don't know how to cope life.
I don't know how to solve my problems.

Since when i become so weak?
My body is weak
my memory is bad
my understanding of things also bad
my decision making also bad
i dunno why i am still alive?
i din even know why am i here in this world in the first place?
a person like me why am i still here?
i cannot understand!
my beloved friend who wanted to live so hard, u just take away his life!
and the person like me, who cannot even contribute anything to this world..
only can contribute her stupidness are here!

i hate myself..

不明确的爱情

不明确是爱情最大的折磨，你会嫉妒但你不能述说。
当你受伤时你不能表现出来，但你不能表现出来。
你可以喜欢他，暗恋他，却不能说出来。
你只能在一旁的忍住，努力隐藏伤害，露出虚伪的笑容。
但，这些，只不过会更加显露他对你的重要性.

Malaysia Open

Congratulations Datuk Lee Chong Wei! Nice match today! defeat Thailand player...this is his 6th time winning Malaysia Open.. he only used 34 minutes in the final to win the match which is held at the Putra Stadium in Bukit Jalil..
not forget to mention he also won Korea Open last week.. the hero of MALAYSIA... ♥

Congratulations to Koo Kien Keat n Tan Boon Heong too! surprisingly, u two played well today!even though the opponent r from China, but i think u two really played very well.. Not much errors made ...i notice they two like to make error when they start the ball.. i think they r kind of nervous..

The judge also pretty funny..he mentioned "Kien keat Koo n boon heong tan" ..and KKK gave him a weird look with shuttlecock on his hand...

I found Lee Chong Wei, Koo Kien keat and Tan Boon Heong's facebook..and also get to see TBH's gf pic...she is damn pretty!

抗拒

我知道
我其实一直在抗拒长大，
抗拒接受新的东西，
抗拒面临新的挑战，
只活在自己的世界里

Happy birthday~~

Happy birthday to :

haha..not Minorin...but one of her fans, THAM HIN, my fake cousin, the 浑蛋...

And also:

JOLANDER WEE!!

haha... the one who asked me to go clubbing.. the only who trust my driving skills~
i'm so sorry for not being able to celebrate with u..
but promise that will go out with u one day ok?
LOVE YA~~

PE

My leg is not my leg anymore! i hate PE! why can't the teacher just let us rest for a while? Sprint for whole day.. this is even tougher than last time..

Happy birthday , Hui Yee

Happy birthday , My dear Hui Yee...
because of ur birthday, i remembered a lots of moments we hv went through...
although we are so far apart, it doesnt stop me from missing you...
I also won't forget the important day for u..22nd of Jan..
I hope that u will like this collage that i made ...
You can get one of the copy from facebook!
Hope you have a wonderful birthday and most importantly enjoy ur life ya!

傻大姐

像说话都不经过大脑的我，你们讨厌吗？

与我心情相似的２首歌

《匿名的好友》 - 杨丞琳

不能握的手，卻比愛人還長久，我永遠是你匿名的好友，楊丞琳對過去情誼的真摯告白。这首歌容易唤起大家的初恋，也许当初不够成熟，但对对方的思恋依然存在。

也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
那是什么让彼此选择
又不仅是尊重
不能握的手从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
却决心和你不再联络
不能握的手却比爱人更长久
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的拥有最永久

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

方炯镔【暗示】

总是没办法抓牢你在想什么，对你来说，我只不过是普通的朋友。。你的眼神从不会投在我身上。。你看到的，都是我身边的人。。很想知道，在你心里真正的位子，但我自己非常的清楚你跟我的可能性非常的低。。或许，这样是好的？

你始终没留意
我特别在乎你
你却像风一样
左顾右盼而行
全世界只有你不懂我爱你
我给的不只是好朋友而已
每个欲言又止浅浅笑容里
难道你没发现我渴望讯息

我应该如何让你知道我爱你

连星星都知道我心中秘密

今夜在你窗前下的一场雨

是我暗示你我有多麽委屈
你还不懂雨永远不会停

*特别喜爱这首歌，讲述了无法表达的情感。。

iris

the poster looks freaking cool!

the main character in the drama.. 1 word for him : strong

admire her.. she really pretty n cool~~ envy her.. always being protected

the one with a lots of 正义

the bad guy in this drama...seriously COLD-Blooded

the japanese girl in the drama.. adorable... but bad ending for her too

the good guy that turns to become the bad one

she is strong but actually weak in inner part of her

iris.......................................

the best couple

i seriously love this photo.. look at the scenary behind! damn pretty right? is in Japan! i want to go there!

IRIS

I finished IRIS today!

WOW..

Impressive..

But then I don't like the ending..

The main character died..

but i think they are going to hv part 2 for this drama

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED

Storyline quite complicated

really worth to watch...

u can see the nice scenairy not only in korea, but also China, Japan, Portugal, China, America...

i think they spend a lots of money on this drama

finally gona say goodbye to korean drama at the mean time..

Blog

I need someone to help me design the templates for this blog..

But don't think is possible as many of my friends are busying with their work too..

I going to write less and replace them with pics..

So that this blog wont die..

Souvenir

Another souvenir from my friend..

From Japan

Thanks Tham Hin..

y i take pic of his phone?

haha..because he first time left his phone on the table.. usually he would bring it whenever he goes..

Open House of YJC

theresa n me

me and elizabeth


Jolander n me

me n Lianne tung

TIRED!
That's the only thing i can say right now
comments?
don't feel like talking about it anymore
if not, i will start complain
but i had fun playing basketball while i slacking..

Miss Ang complained that i am too thin..

then she passed me sth to eat..

haha..she is so nice^^

Can i refill a....burger?

This is funny..
They are trying to refill a BURGER at mc donald...
In malaysia, we can refill our drinks at the counter of mc donald
So, a group of a-levels students (from xxx college.. ERM.. wants to know? ask me personally! ) dare a person to refill a burger .. Seems like life in this college r really FUN!

Sorry, only for FB users only
http://www.facebook.com/#/video/video.php?v=245739724730&ref=nf

A day when i got nth to do..

haha.. i took these pictures during december holiday when i back to malaysia.. that time i din hv any thing to do n trying to run away from GP hw...then i took these picture with my medals~~~ then i realise the quality of the medal quite bad.. some of the gold become bronze....

TMR college reopen!

ya..this is my timetable at the mean time.. i seriously HATE the arrangement..
Firstly, regarding the PE lesson.. y Mass PE on Monday? sumore at the first period? After hv a nice rest on weekends, why should we work so hard on the first lesson of the week? usually that period is mean to be SLEEPING..haha
Secondly, y no CHINESE ?my favourite subject..

haha..i just grumble... cause dun feel like studying chem.. LAST DAY OF HOLIDAY..haiz
by the way, this year timetable not really pack for SG01 except Thursday.. feel like pon on that day..Mrs Kwang would like to torture us if without maths test...

Okay, See you guys in school.. EVERYONE GOOD LUCK FOR TMR

Thanks , Sean

these are souvenirs from sean for me, yun qin n ming yan... they are from Thailand n Japan~~ he is so nice!

what i fear

studying in Singapore doesn't sounds like a happy thing to me..
ppl will envy that i can able to study in such environment
but actually i not happy
i fear
a lots
cause
i am not as clever as ppl think
what i achieve last time because i really work hard
but after one year at here, even i work hard, what i get only very little
of course , i'm very disappointed with myself but i still hv to move on
i cannot turn back
i cannot choose back what i really want to study
everytime i made a decision, i did not think properly
that y i fall into this situation

okay, gona tell u what i fear when school reopen
1) PE (what we called PJK in Malaysia)
- ya.. first day of sch, first period..damn it! i don't like sports .. i don't like to run... i already trying hard to get out of that ..is not like pjk session in malaysia where we can play the sports u like..
they FORCE u to run, pumping, sit up ...

2) Lecture time
y i fear? because i usually duno what the lecturer saying especially BIOLOGY~~

3) GP
ya.. i hate english.. i admit that .. but i still trying to get over it.. sumore this year i get a fierce teacher.. i not really like her.. she scolds me once.. n i forever remember her

4) practical time
i don't like experiment. that what i discover last year.. i will fear n worry everytime we going to have experiment. i hate writing report.. it just reflects that i simply not suitable to be a science students

After all, i just realised what choice to study a-level in singapore.. y i come out with this post？ all because of i had insomnia on last thurs...then i spend the whole night thinking since i cant sleep...i hv a big possibilities not taking science after a-lvl..but i dont think my parents will agree.. i still haven discuss with them about this issue.....i don't want when i go uni that time they still ruled over my decision.. i don't want to be unhappy when i working later... at least, i want to choose sth that i passionate with.. DEFINITELY NO BIO unless sth happen n change my mind..

Diarrhea

I don’t know why I am suffering with diarrhea. But I seriously hate this feeling. Why this time? I really don’t know.. I plan to study chemistry today…it ends up I spending my time on bed.. ya 15 hours of sleep…

I just recover from flu then now i suffering with diarrhoea... is it reflects that i am not suitable to stay in Singapore?

i duno y since last year i kept on sick sick sick! u know last time i din even have any record at the clinic nearby my house? i am so healthy all the way.. all my sickness last time was fake.. i just want to pon sch

n now I going to sleep soon .. the only time I cant feel any pain is when I’m sleeping.. I love sleeping because I can meet my friends in dream… See you guys in dream~~~

离开好远的你

多久了
没看到你
连在梦中你也不要出现
为什么？
一直很想知道
这一次终于，
又能在梦中看到你
虽然只是在梦中，
却能让我开心上好一阵子
从来没想过，隔了好几年，你
还会出现在我梦里
是不是意味着你会再度在现实生活中出现？

你还是像以前这样
总像猴子一样的乱走一刻都不会停留
要你在我身边呆着
就要大大声地喊你的名字
才能靠着你，和你说话
你总是在我不经意的时候
闯进我的安全区里
抛开所有人的想法
抱住我，和我说话
那时的我，只有对你总是束手无策
当时很想问你我在你心中的位置
但多不敢说出口
当时所说的未来很遥远
至今我们都无法拥有
因为时间，让彼此分开
因为时间，让我们都回不去从前

很想看见你，就能大大声地喊出好想你
很想知道你的境况
只要知道你现在过得很好就可以了
一直以来我都没有勇气
拨打那个曾经熟悉的电话
我害怕
你会忘了我
也害怕
你身边的已出现你想守护的人了。。

现在，不想要求什么
或许只要你偶尔出现在我梦里
我已经很满足了。。

No School On Monday!

"NO SCHOOL ON NEXT MONDAY!

NO SCHOOL ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!?"

I received a call from the school

is a called from my CT

she asked me about my health status..

Ya..i hv flu since the second day i was back to singapore

then she took down all the related information from me

and told me to take MC if i still have flu on next monday

is only FLU... and I DONT HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL!!

Can i dont hv to go the maths test tmr too?

hehe..

Well, hv to admit, i am not preparing for the test

i know i will a very bad grade for the first test in 2010

i bought this medicine from the pharmacy 2 days ago.. but i din take any of them. that y my flu haven recover!

2nd part of new year resolutions

i think i left out some ..

1. access to facebook twice starting from today onwards (not more than that, each time only allowed to stay half an hour)

2. watch drama when eating (others time X)

3. stay focus..don't get distracted by laptop

4. read chinese or english newspapers per day

5. stop slacking

6. DRINK MORE WATER

7. sleep earlier...(dun get sick anymore)

8. Don't hate BIO

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Singapore

ya...this is where i stay... sengkang... haiz.. i feel so sad every time i see this block.. i wana back to my home in malaysia....


today back to sch for interact club meeting..before going, i went to library....

library damn empty for today..

started studying ss1 but in the end , i just sleeping in the library.... find it hard for me to back to study mood.. n sumore Sequence n series is my weakness as i miss the whole topic due to my late admission to the college... so sien... this friday hv Maths Test by Mrs Kwang.. but i still hv a lots of homework haven completed... how?

after the meeting, went to pastamania with iffah n ming yan... the pasta made me felt like vomitting.. duno y i will feel so although it is not my first time went to pastamania...swear never step into pastamania within these 3 weeks

Congratulations..pei wen is having running nose just on the 2nd day back to singapore... i cannot imagine how's my life here will be for the rest of the year.. pray hard for me

HSK results

I just check my HSK results..
HSK is 汉语水平考试..
a test organised by China to test the level of chinese
omg..i just got a middle A..
all because of my 语法
ya..my weakness since secondary sch..
easily make mistake
because i will get uncertain when there are similar choices
i cant CHOOSE!
haha
by the way, overall still ok... i got 382/400 ..i think that's pretty high..
i should get higher..Malaysian's chinese shouldn't be that bad..

My holiday

My holiday is coming to the end..
these are a few pictures that i taken for outings
some outings i din take pic
but they are all in my memories...
i miss my friends~~
looking forward to miss u guys soon~

*i still failed to meet all my friends..looking forward to the next long holiday n meet all of u..

**i wish i can go for a trip with friends next year

New Year resolutions

It's 2010
After reading Yi Theng's blog, I'm want to come out with some new year resolutions too... (i'm the copy cat)


1. Score my A-level exam with flying colour

2. improve every subjects

3.Open house for moving into new house (my wish is to invite all my friends from primary sch, secondary sch and tuition... then u will feel that the world is so small as my primary sch friends might be ur college friends or sth like that)

4. Attend activities that is related to nicholas teo

5.Put on weight

6.Do not stress out

7. Work part time after a-level

8. Being invited for countdown, trips, n gathering (lazy to organise ady n tired of envy ppl)

9. Enjoy the last year of college in Yishun ( a little bit hard..but still can make it)


10. Can drive well so that i can drive my own car to attend gathering


11. Get to know more friends especially lengcai^^

12. Maintain good health (stop falling sick like last year)


13. Can change my relationship status in facebook (hardest task among all)

*my mum said i am fatter after come back home for 1 month especially my face..haha... same thing happen to Nicholas teo too~~ so happy~~

omg... I'm 19 years old!!

*wish can remain 18 forever....

沉重的新年

好了，说说我倒数的情形吧！

坦白说，原本真的很开心，第一次可以去倒数。。

和家人去了Look out point.... （the pic not taken by me)

有点失望，虽然可以看完整个KL放烟花的情况，但是有点远，所以并不是很美。。

人真的十分的多!

看完后，超塞车。。车一动也不动。。。

一直被家人责骂。。有点后悔

也因为耽搁了大家的时间感到不好意思

都是那所谓的坚持，搞得全家人都很累

没法子，没人约，超可怜！

所幸最后我们选择走了一条我们不熟悉的路，才能摆脱车龙

但大家都是战战兢兢的，都很害怕走错路。。

我发誓，以后都不会和家人去倒数。。

希望明年会能和朋友一起去倒数

今天，1月1日
心情却比往年来得沉重
以前总是开心的迎接新的一年
总是相信新的一年会更好
现在，真的很想回到中学生活。。
也很想和小学朋友继续相聚。
还能到去补习和朋友谈天
这些日子回不去了

许多朋友也会在今年相续出国，相信再重逢也难
接下来的挑战
是一直走来最难熬的。。我相信。。

虽然很不喜欢2010年的到来，但日子还是得过的。。

感到无比的寂寞与无助，

最终还是选择了栋梁的陪伴

我的收音机，一直播放着张栋梁的歌，

心情也随着歌曲高低起伏

喜欢听着慢歌掉眼泪，感叹生活，感叹没有伴

总是当我孤单时只能想起遥不可及的栋梁