华文

本小姐完成了那份35面的华文各校考题！

不错吧！
一半以上的练习是边看痞子英雄，边做的!
距离 a-level 华文考试大约还有一天吧!
我是非拿到A不可的
因为这是我的强项
也不可丢马来西亚的脸
再加上大家对我的期望都很高
还被称为“神”，如果没有拿到甲，岂不是很丢脸吗？

我相信我自己的能力
只要小心及不要太啰嗦，我一定行！
加油佩雯！

祈祷我能拿到能让我发挥得淋漓精致的作文题目，让考官大开眼界!

新歌推荐

说谎 林宥嘉

放逐爱情 (痞子英雄插曲)

有时候我真的觉得好寂寞

虽然你什麽都没说

只是紧紧的抱着我

却轻轻对我说

我只是普通的朋友

爱的感觉不同

付出的爱没有结果

想不透我知道自己没有错

爱你的心忘了上锁

傻傻让爱变成一种折磨

你对我一点不在乎我

还是爱的不认输

对你的爱我选择了让步

被放逐在寒冷的边际

去学习暧昧不清

不是甜蜜不再理

所谓的不公平

静静的离去

轻轻的闭上眼睛

超喜欢放逐爱情这首歌，尤其是它的歌词！太接近我的感受了吧！

最后的华文课part1

今天是华文班的最后一天，过了今天，我们就不会在同一班一起嬉闹，一起享受着无压力的课。坦白说，是真的不舍！我宁愿每天都上华文课也不要上其他的科目。。。再加上，我们班有爱搞笑的储福和Shao Chong，罗老师又没有给我们多大的压力，所以上课总是很轻松。 每次上课都伴着笑声，比我在中学时期的华文课来的有趣。。也很庆幸能认识到这一班朋友。。。

在这么多人当中，和他们在班上的感情最好! 或许找一天，我们可以一起出去唱K！

3B 班！你们永远存在我的记忆里。。上课时的点点滴滴，我会牢牢记住



美女团

俊男团。。感觉上，老师好拘束!

两个白痴！

“阳光妹眉”

照片后续有来！敬请期待！

大家星期一要加油！不要辜负罗老师对我们的期望，大家一起努力往 A 迈进！

痞子英雄

这部戏总得来说，很不错！剧情复杂，总是会让你觉得不可思议。。 众多的哥哥, 会让你混淆谁才是他们之间存在的关系。。 这部剧爱情的份量少又复杂，却能吸引我，我想是因为里面掺杂的元素。。

蔡导果真厉害，再加上柴姐，和以前tension的组长jimmy洪天祥来指导武打，就算不喜欢台湾片，我觉得值得一看，也珍惜这部片子

本小姐没时间把感想写下，所以让这个影像带过一切吧！




剧里的经典台词，通常我都会放一些比较浪漫的句子，但这一次就让大家回味一下，痞子的不正经吧！

　1. 最深的黑暗，往往来自最光明的地方。（吴洋）
　　2. 假设，现在有一个机会，那么这次出手，最好是致命的一击，因为，要是你没把他打死，你自己可能也活不了。（吴洋）
　　3. 嘴巴要甜人要帅破案效率要高，大概只剩我一个人了。(痞子）
　　5. 不过我们身为警察的呢，混口饭吃嘛。（痞子）
　　6. 真正的敌人都在看不见的地方。（吴洋）
　　7. 而真正的光明，将在黑暗中诞生。（吴洋）
　　8. 不管真实的你是怎么样，我都无所谓，因为我喜欢的你，就是我现在看到的你。（陈琳）
　　9. 我不会突然消失，我也不会离开你的，我很强壮，就跟一棵大树一样强壮，而且，就算有一天大树倒了，我还是会好好的出现在你面前，永远。（陈琳对痞子说）
　　10. 你真的不清楚，这个游戏，是谁在发牌吗？（南区分局局长）
　　11. 有阳光照耀的地方，才有影子。（吴洋）
　　12.我们...会不会...有朋友以外的可能性?（马小明对陈琳说）
　　13.我不要...我可以不要当你妹妹吗...我可以不要吗...（陈琳对痞子说）
　　14.当黑暗与光明交会，我们都需要一些勇气。（吴洋）
　　19你了解过我吗？你知道我的过去吗？如果你看到我以前的样子，你敢保证你敢用现在同样的眼光来看待我吗？（痞子对陈琳说）
　　20难道不知道过去的你，我就没有资格喜欢你吗？难道我一定要参与那些，我才可以进入你的世界吗？（陈琳对痞子说）
　　21抱抱~（痞子对凌可乐说的）
　　22咬我？里面的哥哥都被你咬过啦~（痞子对陈琳说）
　　23你的起点不在我这里。（痞子对陈琳说）
　　24我知道你巴不得把我老爸还有这些叔叔伯伯都抓起来关，可是你以为这样就天下太平了吗？错了，这个世界的正义也不是你想的这么简单（陈琳对英雄说）
　　25你的心里头在想什么，我都知道，不过没关系，只要在你难过或伤心，不管任何时候不要把我推开，就够了。（英雄对陈琳说）
　　26 我管你老爸是警察局长还是总统，我用我自己的方法办案。（英雄）

这样的他，你能不喜欢吗？

一些人可能发现这个人很熟悉，对，就是在我钱包里的那一个大人物，炎亚纶。

今天，我无意中读到这篇关于他的文章。我觉得很感人。这就是他，我觉得他很真实，这就是我喜欢他的原因。他是那种容易感动，多愁善感，和我很相似。

不想多说，只想让大家认识，这样的他。

（内地杂志《TVF》出品 天涯纶楼Yoiko作品）【请勿做任何更改！】
　　炎亚纶他是那么地真实，光凭真实这一点，他就一下子把许多女生俘虏了。

　　如果你看过阿布的Blog，你一定会惊讶，他用属于自己的语言宣告属于自己的世界。新戏杀青了，他感动；夏天来了，他有些孩子气的俏皮；脚受伤了，他变得消极；被现实的娱乐圈刺痛了，他愤怒，他失望，他变得伤感。

　　当然，他的真实不只停留在网志中。飞轮海一起上节目，他常被说成容易闹情绪的爱哭宝宝。这个自幼习琴，去过美国当小留学生，上学有母亲开车接送的少年，是在家人的精心呵护下长大的。他的泪跟大东在娱乐圈中沉浮数年后苦尽甘来的辛酸泪不同，是温室里花瓣上沾的一颗露珠。节目中跟漂亮的美眉玩游戏他也能入戏到流泪，下了通告像个小精灵般无时无刻不在唱歌，心情不佳时可以在节目上一言不发，笑起来却顿时照亮一片天。

　　然而，他也曾拄着拐杖，一步一跛地跟着团员上遍台湾综艺节目。有多少次，不知伤情的主持人提出过分的要求，但凡不十分难做的他从不拒绝，以至于一次又一次拖延康复的日期。脚上的绷带缠上去又拆下来，拆下又缠上，他却从来都没有抱怨过一次。发片的那段时间，他曾经在各个场合哭得一塌糊涂。这其中苦然有无法行动自如参加活动的遗憾，但更多的则是他觉得自己拖了团员的后腿，他说“不知道我值不值得大家这样为我付出”。第一次的大陆和香港之行他未能参加，那段时间他情绪跌落谷底。可几个月后再提起，他只用“我熬过去了”轻轻带过。

　　《康熙来了》失恋排行榜，他跟队友一样用波澜不惊的口吻讲述了自己的故事。一反常态，他没有掉一滴眼泪。不哭，不是因为不再为之所动，只是不想将自己心底最深的秘密流露在一个大家笑哈哈插科打诨的娱乐节目里。交往一年，却只见过六次面，独自一人跑到对方的家门口苦苦等待七八个小时却空手而归，那是怎样的体验？其实他是介意的，当节目里队友们秀出初恋女友送给自己的礼物时，只有他，端着一个未能送出的手镯，苦笑。

　他的另一段感情，更加地戏剧化，前女友车祸身亡的故事，似乎于柴米油盐的生活不搭调。但是那是真的，而他，也一直带着那枚传闻中前女友所送的水钻耳钉，不管出道前还是出道后，每时每刻，不曾摘下。某次访谈中，他说“如果时光能够倒转，我愿意她重新回到我的身边，我们重新开始，不再争吵”。

　　比起其他三人，阿布总是沉默着，没有太多机会发言。于是，情绪起伏大被人评为“爱冲动”，沉默不语又被说成孤僻冷淡。可是，他真的是那样吗？一次上节目，亦儒表演英文歌曲，唱了几遍都找不到调。键盘老师开始等着看笑话，可再唱一遍，总算是八九不离十。仔细听，却发现除了亦儒的声音以外，还有一个男声在背景里低低地跟唱。是阿布，悄悄地用自己的声音带亦儒找到了调。同是一期节目,当时大东上节目的时候喉咙不舒服，还要艺能表演，仔细看在大东唱《七里香》的时候，亚纶同样帮助兄弟合音。还有一次，四个人登台同唱《超喜欢你》，唱到后面RAP的时候简直可以用惨不忍听来形容，台下台上一片尴尬。结果还是阿布，硬是用自己声线力挽狂澜，将其他三个人的调硬给拉了回来。

　　义气，不一定展现在台面上。大东连夜赶戏，因体力不支而昏倒，他自告奋勇，托自己当医生的父亲，让大东住进了台大医院的头等病房。尊少由于没参与《终极一班》的演出所以初入行时极其苦闷，曾动过退出的念头，是阿布一直鼓励他，令他有勇气留下来。可是当自己需要帮助的时候，阿布却不想麻烦别人。腿瘸了，他流着泪要队友原谅他拖了后腿；去香港，明明一路发着快40度的高烧，却不声不响不让任何人知道。

　　他不止一次提到过自己的家人。“小时候经常帮妈妈扒虾子的沙肠和煮白饭。”“躲到我妹房间一起睡。”“过节当然要去阿嬷家去啦，好多好吃的。”他说自己国小的时候因为被欺负而向美国同学打架，国中离家出走整整三个礼拜，打手机可以打到八千台币的月话费，购物一次可以花掉五万台币，明明考取了商学院却选择念新闻系。一看就是从小被父母宠爱长大的小孩子。他们教他钢琴，教他英语，带他去游历世界，给他良好的素养。上节目时没人知道的文史题总是他对答如流，而爱好读书，也使他养成了从不同角度思考问题的习惯。

　　其实阿布，褪去偶像的光环，就是一个平凡的少年。有时伤感，有时快乐；有时冲动，有时冷静；有时纯良得像一张白纸，有时又故作深沉神秘。也许多年后的他，会因为世事的历练而变得圆滑内敛，不再是如今这个有冲劲的少年，但是能有今天的这份单纯，足矣。

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Interact club BBQ session

梦境的你

再一次你跑到我的梦境
来不及防备
让我又赖在梦境
舍不得从梦境出来
梦境里
你是如此的温柔
让我的心澎湃不已
无微不至的那个你
是现实中的你吗？
对我如此关心的那一面
会发生在现实中吗？

梦境发生的一切如此真实
让我也不禁混淆了
但是
即使在梦中我也一定不会搞错你的口吻
你说话那自信的样子
在加上常常都有的大道理
我很清楚，那是你

上天是不是存心戏弄我
让已作了决定放弃的我
再一次陷入心里的挣扎
其实早已意识到
两人的距离，两人的差距
并不是一夕之间能填补的
我在你心中的位子,我懂
像我这样的一个人
对你来说，是个毫不起眼的逊咔

很清楚梦境里的你和现实的差别
也许是潜意识的我想塑造完美的你
也曾经想过那是不是现实生活中的你
只是你不曾表现出来
但是
我明白我们两个欠缺的是什么

FUN!

I PLAYED BASKETBALL!!!
haha..
ever since after i hurt my leg..
i really looking forward to play basketball..
know what..
i play without wearing shoes n without proper attire..
it was so random..
when Dexter took out his basketball..n i kept on bouncing the ball..
yeah.now i can play with both hands..

okay..today went to a BBQ session for interactors..
at first i really not willing to go
u know...a lots of things need to do..sumore that time was chatting with one of my best friends, Yee Mun..
but then since IFFAH going..then i went!

Then i tried Squash!!
i thought is easy..
just hit the ball..
but realise is not..
duno y i cant play balls that need racket...took Dexter a long time to teach me how to start the ball..
ya..i failed.. suddenly i understand what Tham Hin said..
everytime i hit the ball...it hits the lamp on top..damn freaking high.. n i suppose to hit it back but not so high..
i played with IFFAH!
damn embarrased!
i really dunno how to play...
sumore play with bare leg..pain sia..
the impact for legs r big..
when they prepared for BBQ
i played myself..become emo squash player
was trying n trying..ya..getting better
after all i enjoyed!

my funny posture...

Then BBQ time!!
ya..is really damn freaky WARM!! HOT!!
BBQ at 3pm? really not a good timing
most of the time hv chit chatting session with the others including Miss Phoon and Mr Chong..
we talked a lots.. although most of the time i kept quite.. but i enjoyed listen what they r talking about ..n laughed with them... interesting..especially when Celia n Dexter talked
and most of the time i was bouncing the ball!!
with my left hand sumore!
i really like the basketball..NIKE leh..i heard it from dexter..ONLY $30.. i wan!! but.... i seldom played..
there were lots of foods left!!
not because that we ate very little, is because of the no of ppl attend!
mr chong was asking about it!
i din dare to leave the place and go lounge for air con...

i was so enthu to play basketball~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
finally ...until around 6.30pm .. i got the chance to play..
Nadzirah, Celia, both teachers din join us for the basketball.. just left me, Ming Yan, Dexter, Kenneth n carina
hv to play with bare foot again..i wore slippers to Dexter's place.. i din expect that we actually play basketball..
today quite shock ya.....so cun....80% can shoot in..cool right?
me and Dexter formed 2 teams..me team with Kenneth and Ming Yan.. Dexter team with Carina
he din expect i can played so well..
he din even know that i actually can 上篮
just that i long time din 上篮 not so familiar with it anymore..

after that when Ming Yan left..we compete in each other to shot the ball in different places.. called "A B C? " i think so.. cant remember..
i had a bad start...because the position i start on i din even shot from that angle before
but after that.. i passed all the angle easily and stuck at the middle one..the one that required a lots of energy from hands..however..both my hands r pain due to squash n captain ball yesterday..

luckily we played match again after Jack and Dexter's bro joined us!
me and Dexter a bit too proud..
both of us formed a team and challenge the other 4 ppl..
however..we really tired.. sumore i really not good at bringing the balls..
and 2 ppl will guard me each time i got the ball..not easy sia..
i just can use trick.. i threw the ball high to the other side n i ran for the ball...
i trust with my speed i can do it..
that really tiring..sumore i bare foot..damn pain!!
is not easy to play with bare foot..
is not like last time when i ran on the field which the impact on foot r less..
n i seldom bare foot when i ran on the track..

after we played basketball like about 8pm..we went back to eat again!
tiring.....

on the way back home..i actually thinking about one time..
if last time when i was selected by the basketball coach and i din rejected to join basketball sch team, will i end up how am i today?
if that time i insisted to join basketball team and not what 田径队, maths olympiad, and what maths thing..
i duno why my dad insisted me to join those things regarding to maths.. i really dont interest on them..
i even rejected to join chinese team! actually i really wana joined basketball team too.. that the only ball that i can cope with...

haiz...... i fated not good at anything..seems like everything 半桶水..hehe..

however...today was FUN! but.................my PW r waiting for me!

Amalfi 女神的报酬

today i watched another japanese movie, Amalfi..

with the same ppl..i don't know why i so high after i watched the trailer...

comment about this movie?

erm..

overall not bad..at least better than “tokyo sonata"..i just cannot understand the ending

actually in the middle of movie, i felt sleepy....most probably due to my 3 hours sleep..hehe

but the interesting plot r nice~~ luckily till the end i din sleep..

i felt that i watched this movie before..

cannot be what.. this one is the new release movie.....

the plot came so nature to me..

feel so weird

is it happen in dream before again?

not the first time..

okay..forget about it..

my leg pain!

today played captain ball..

after that when reggie dance, my left leg pain for unknown reason..

weird thing happen..

my right leg has a hole!

probably i ran too fast and brake too fast..

haiz...my poor shoe...

i played Go Kart today..

fun sia..

make me feel like driving..

just one month

next month after term 4 i gona go back Malaysia and drive!

Activites after promos..

Actually i lazy to blog about this because currently addicted to a drama.. "D.I.E"...Death Investigation Extension古灵精探, but since i dont hv any photo for these activities..so i think i should blog about these....

Last friday is not my last day for my promos..
but i still join my friend for post promo activities..
hehe
went to Pasta Mania for lunch..
i swear.. i wont even order Baked rice anymore.....
although just 4 of us, Kai Yee, Zi Hao and Tham Hin watched the movie "tokyo sonata"
and the movie needed me to think about the deep meaning of it...
but i still enjoyed!
after that we went to HMV......kai yee said she wants to go..i asked the others, then everyone agree, then LET'S GO!!

This Tuesday..
right after my GSC paper....
CHONG AH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
went to cycle with Sean, Tham Hin, Zi Hao and Yun Qin at east coast park...
ya.. the scenary not bad......
hv fun with them..
i like to be with friends..
no matter what activity.. i also very happy..
i am those type of people that cant live without friends..
Zi Hao actually learnt how to ride bicycle within that 2 hours!
cool~~~
Yun Qin fell down because of Sean..

after that, we hang around at Marine Parade..
at comic connection, i phoned my mum to tell her i am not going back because of pw..
before that i was so eager to go back, but my friends all having exam..that means i cant go out with them, plus Jessica called me, my group need to meet Miss Tan for OP
we also chat about Nicholas Teo was in hospital... i said i wana visit him...
just on that time, the shop played Nic's song...
hehe...
so chun ...
then we went to arcade...
i din played anything except the basketball..
ok..my skill not improving..but become worse..
din even pass stage 2....
but i enjoyed watching Sean and Tham Hin play..
ya...tat d usual thing will happen when i go out with boys...
because my driving skill and shooting skill r bad..
i wont play in arcade with them.. i only play with girls.. bully them..

today......
went to shopping~~~
plan to buy clothes..
but after chatting with my CTG friends
realise that really not much place to shop ..
then decide to go visit Sermin at her work place..
before that met Yun Qin at AMK
not much things happen
i really body ache...
i walk for the whole day..
plus yesterday cycling and running
my ache accumulate since last week..
run a lots.. because wana save time..
but i realise one thing..
my toe recover..
but those parts around i don't think so..
because everytime i wear my slipper..i can feel the pain even i just walking
maybe i should buy a new pair of slipper

Surprisingly, NO PHOTO for my outing.....
ya..
my friends at here shy???
dont know..
they just don't like to take pic..
n dun like their pic on others ppl blog..
nvm
as long as the memories stay...i'm ok..
i realise i spend a lots recently..
PEI WEN!!??!!

Tomorrow

明天是考试的最后一天了。。
gsc..
其实越读越怕
为什么呢？
因为我没有像报章那样写的那么精简
我总爱凭感觉，想什么就写什么
罗老师也说我常常那样，也没发现到自己有时会说同样的事情
突然觉得压力很大！
要维持A。。。可是真的难。。
害怕明天没有灵感。。
佩雯。。
明天可要克服你有组织性问题的难题哟！
我的华文字，你们回来吧！

加油！

栋梁生病了！

過勞肝損留院2週‧張棟樑忐忑等報告

各國歌迷透過棟樑的官方網站和Facebook粉絲專頁，紛紛留言並表示非常擔心棟樑的狀況，棟樑也希望透過媒體跟大家說“ 我會好起來，沒事的， 別擔心！” 華納經紀部也會在第一時間告訴大家棟樑的最新狀況。

張棟樑週四（10月15日）晚上緊急入院，被迫取消16日起赴中國長達10天的唱片宣傳工作！

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栋梁，要赶快好起来！要多休息。。。休息是为了走更长远的路。。要加油！我好担心。。要好好照顾身体。。不要再想着工作了！

爱情

爱的感觉，
对我来说很陌生

总是觉得想要多一个人陪、多一个人帮我分担，就不再孤单了
至少想著一个人、恋著他，不论做什么事情，要能一起，就是好的

有人说爱情就像在捡石头，总想捡到一个适合自己的，但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？*他适合你，那你又适合他吗?

如果每个人都 懒得讲话、懒得倾听、 懒得制造惊喜、懒得温柔体贴，那么夫妻或是情人之间，又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？所以请记住：有活力的爱情，是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔

*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了， 当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟， 他的男朋友很不高兴的说： 你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了， 我以後再也不会等你了！ 刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了， 她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境； 女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！ 接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上， 此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。

其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时， 很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！懂了吗？

总以为，可以很容易找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。

*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来， 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣


爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；要道歉，也要道谢；要认错，也要改错；要体贴，也要体谅；是接受，而不是忍受；是宽容，而不是纵容；是支持，而不是支配；是慰问，而不是质问；倾诉，而不是控诉；是难忘，而不是遗忘；是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；可以浪漫，但不要浪费；> > 可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。> >> >

多久了
再也没有听到你从电话传出的声音
每次看向手机
多希望来电显示是你
不清楚自己为何会那么想念这一把声音
明明每次看到来电显示都会变得很紧张
可是我很清楚你是不会打给我的。。
我很妒忌，嫉妒那个手机
可以和你那么贴切。。
对你来说
我到底算什么
我不懂
很想控制我的心房
让它不再想你
可是似乎不是我能控制的事
头脑总是被你装满着
成天会为你的精神而费神
这样的我
也不是我了。。

holiday??!! NO!!

holiday?
NO!
My exam haven finished!
is still on
1 more paper to go...GSC!
the paper i actually not worry much about it..
i know i can pass the paper..
but then the pressure gets high..
i need to get an A
tat's d hope my teacher put on me...
she hopes i can study and maintain my A..

but..
yesterday..
i chose to watch movie with friends...
"Tokyo Sonata" which sounds like "Winter Sonata"
"冬季恋歌" become "东京恋歌"
erm...................this movie hor....................................
i cant understand a lots of parts@@@@@@@@@@@
i seriously need time to think about it..
the message from the director..
luckily i din slept in the cinema..
although that time i felt a little bit tired because i wake up at 4am ....
then walked around orchard road...
ya..
slacking!!!
and this morning.. i watched. "D.I.E" for the whole morning...hehe.. a hong kong drama.. 10 ep already.. 10 more to go.. if i watched japanese drama, i think mostly i finished the whole drama already..

i hv no mood to study gsc!

how?
see how much materials i need to read for gsc... i just bought a new file.. and is full now!

i really worry i hv nth to write on that day..
write factual essay actually what i good at..
i like to write more on feeling than facts...
i feel worse when study all those notes...because i don't have those technical words..
suddenly feel so worry...


too sien at home..lib not open due to deepavali..
then i found a place to study!
basketball court!!
haha..but then also fail.. my attention r all on basketball

it reminds me that during primary school i spend most of my recess at basketball court........
don't get me wrong.. i am not d one playing..
but i like to watch them playing..
is pretty cool!!
if i don't hv training, i sure sat beside the basketball court n watched them play..
that's another reason y i know our school basketball team well...
the relationship between sch athletics team n basketball team r really close that time..is rare phenomenon..hehe..

during secondary sch, spent most of my PE/PJK time on basketball.. of course we hv such a beautiful indoor basketball court.. is so fun to play basketball with my friends.. joking around while playing.. sumore sometimes can get to play with lengcai!

but recently.. pei wen hurt because of basketball..
hehe..
everytime i want to play
my SG friends sure will say "ur toe hor~~"
.........................................
so sad
but at here
not really much ppl can play with me..
sumore my skill really bad nowadays..
i miss my secondary friends... all the lovely girls..
next time shall we play basketball together instead of sing k?

okay , pei wen.. go study GSC!!

WEISHAN, happy birthday!!

生日快乐，我的老友！！
你有多老呢？
Erm..我们认识了11年
老不老？
还同班了6年！！
还记得以前写纪念册上或是作文，好朋友那一栏总是会有你的名字
戴玮珊这个名字，已深深渗入我的心房
很庆幸和你们这一群小学同学并没有断绝联系
未来的日子里，希望能一直保持这样的联系！

“想念你”
对我来说，
这段期间
这是一个可怕的东西。。
因为你的脸
你的一举一动
都不知觉出现。。
打扰正在读书的我
只要被想念冲击
我就无法专心。。。
也许对你的期望真的是有点高
但是潜意识里却不断地抗拒
这是我的自卑感吗？

KAH HEI !!!!

NG KAH HEI!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~~

my good friends ever since Form 1....
really miss you leh...
really wish that i still can lie on ur shoulder when i feel tired.....(too much meat...jk!! )

someone hor..say wana come Singapore n find me like long long time ago..
but till now
n din even see his face..
haiz
sad ..

i actually tried to find the picture we took together during form 2...
haha...
u know y i wana find?
because u looked like my bf in the pic..haha

long time din chat with u ...
i miss u so much~~~
i really wish like last time every morning also can see u ..hehe

okay..gambateh in life~~
good luck~~
wish u all the best!!
don't forget me yo~~
hehe
look forward to meet u~~~

开始害怕
因为不知觉中
会对你贪图
会对你搜索
脑袋瓜已经不会冷静的思考了。。
总是被不能控制的心灵牵扯
要如何
才能逃脱
要何时
才能脱离？

phy or bio?

today chinese period teacher go through 藤野先生
the last page of the text was stuck in my head
then after i read my friend's physics paper about wave
suddenly remind me of Mr Wong...
ya..the one who really make my physics improve a lots..
furthermore wave is the first chapter he taught me...
because of him, i felt that physcis are so interesting..
everything seems like easily go into my brain..
dun have to study really hard in order to know the concept before exam as compare to other subject..

till now..
i still din dare to tell him i am not taking physics..
i wonder what expression he will give me..
i heard from Mun Yue that he asked about me.......
ya.. last holiday when i went back malaysia.. i din go find him

everytime after exam.. he will sure ask me
"pei wen, physics got A or not? 90+ ah?" ...ya..always in cantonese...
i think he puts a lots of hopes on me..

y i take biology?
i don't know
i actually really not interested in bio..
last time bio was my weakest subject among the 3 sciences
i get A2 by luck...
maybe influence by my bro? who loves bio a lots...
maybe influence by my friends?
not sure..
i really not patient with bio...
i easily fall asleep when i start reading bio..
a-level bio make me feel worse..
cell structure...bio molecules..genes.. virus...

am i really like science?
i dunno..

Happy birthday~~

SARAH TAN！！！！

Happy Birthday my darling~~~~~

Happy Birthday Sarah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

i really MISS YOU SO MUCH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~muacks~~~~~~~

be patient..wait for me ok?

i certainly will ask u out when i go back....

sorry actually have a lots of things to say..but i need to study for exam.....

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Happy birthday Sean!

这样的我

不知怎么了
有点沮丧
也许是无法接受现在的自己吧
以前和现在的差距太大了。。
看看现在的自己
有没自信，成绩又差强人意
看看以前的朋友
他们都确还能一样的发挥
觉得自己很羞耻
这是我吗？
开始不了解自己
为何选上这一条路？
原本就没有多大的本事
是我自己太高估自己了吧！
还是从以前就不是很厉害？
除了马来文占优势以外，
其他的真的并不是很特出
这样普通的我
智商并不高，记性又不是很好。。
怎么能在这个充满竞争的环境得到好成绩？
未来的路还很长
似乎很遥远
我
还能前进吗？

中秋节

不知为何，总觉得新加坡没有中秋节的气氛。。。

今年第一年离开家里的中秋节。。

以往都是与家人和邻居们在屋外玩蜡烛，赏月，提灯笼。。。气氛温馨。。

不知道邻居小孩们都怎样了，好久没有去看看她们了。。

“独在异乡为异客，每逢佳节倍思亲”，似乎在今天特别想念在马来西亚的亲朋戚友。。。

今年我的中秋节是与书度过的。。。是和我的好友韵琴在图书馆度过的。。。

在图书馆还遇到一些同校的朋友。。

我们读得很疲倦了。。。无法专心。。所以就开始往外看。。。这是透过镜子的反射而拍成的。。

偷偷买了新手表，忘了和妈妈报告。。。美吗？

在图书馆桌面上的情况。。。。

图书馆里的情况。。

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吃晚餐时，收到了马来西亚表哥的电话。。。有点惊讶和感动。。。上次我受伤时也同样的也接听到他的来电。。。这不禁让我想起最近看的《家有六子》

不是亲生的兄弟姐妹又怎样，血缘关系一点都不重要。。只要大家心里有着对方，相处得愉快，那一切都不重要了。。就像我和我的表哥也不是没有血缘关系。。

虽然大家都不是亲兄弟，也明显的要忽视对方的存在，但生活在同一个屋檐下，说没有是骗人的。。大家还是会不经意的关心彼此，只是没有明显的显露出来。。。知道女主角的出现，才把大家的心房都打开来。。

我很喜欢此剧，因为在搞笑中不乏浓浓温情。。。而男配角有六个， 个个有特色 个性鲜明

梦中的你

不知从何时开始
你就常常跑进我的梦中
每次你在我的梦中时我都会睡得比平时还要久
那是因为我内心确实希望这些梦可以持续到永久
但每一次我的希望都会泡灭
而且每当我醒来都会忘记梦的内容
只知道你曾经出现在我的梦里
你残留的余味还留在我的脑海中
迟迟都不会散去

今天的你出现在我梦中
却有着了不同的身份
这是在现实生活中不可能发生的事
也许太恍惚
也许太天真
也许总期盼着没有结果的事
醒来后却觉得好累
似乎反映着现实生活中常必须与挣扎打战的我。。