emo

i kind of emo.. but cant show it in sch.. emo.. maybe get big influence from our emo kids.. Kee Siang(sry for mention about it^^)

y emo? maybe just like Sheah Yee.. new environment.. new friends.. a lot of things will tend to happen.. now everything is like so different from last time.. is it communication problems? different thoughts? different age? different culture?

sometimes I just cant understand the people around me... tat y i tend to call back Malaysia to chat with all my friends..


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today CCA again.. go interact club as usual.. today they start on the dialect things.. then i need to teach them Cantonese.. haha.. damn funny.. the way they speak r damn funny.. however, i also realise something.. i forget quite a lots of Cantonese words.. omg.. i should speak more with Tham Hin..


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putting all the emotions out of my mind.. yeah!! i going back home!! I going back to Malaysia during Labour Day...wakaka.... anyway.. GSC give me 1 free movie ticket because of my birthday!!wakaka.. yesterday i called my mum.. i ask her buy me a cake for my birthday celebration (just celebrate 30 days earlier... )haha.. i love birthday but too bad.. always din get to celebrate it..

*feel bad for my GPP group members.. sorry .. i couldnt join them for their discussion on Friday.. but i think Jia Yang is enough to take over my place..haha


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omg, i just realised sth.. i forget to leave birthday message for LAU HUI WAN..one of my best friends in Minda Ceria.. haha.. u see how can i so forgetful? she has the same birthday with Wai Kit but i just remember his birthday.. i wana kill myself for that.. anyway.. i wana tell u .. i always LOVE U.. i swear next year i wont forget ok?

* sorry, i had remove pictures from the previous post "life??" ..for those din get to c the pictures.. sorry once again.. i know from now on .. i should change my habits to take pictures of other ppl..

感动

是不是只有爱情才会感动？

很少能体会这样的感觉

家人，朋友们给的感动是否等于爱人给的感动呢？

我不懂

没法体会。。

18年的爱情空白期。。

还是一样

期待着爱情

这是大部分少女的期许吧？

低落的心情- ungu？

无法
把这样的心情除去
心
总是闷闷的
想
回去。。能吗？

能
让我回去看看他们的进展吗？


我
关切的是紫组的一切
和
紫组有的是无法断绝的关系
就像血缘一样是无法断绝的。。
但

并非所有的人都明白的情感

人
在此，
心
向往的却是紫组



*哪位好心的人，把我送回马来西亚好吗？劳动节，大部分马来西亚的朋友都回去。。好羡慕他们。。我只不过想要去学校一趟，想回家睡一下我的床。。不能吗？

何时才能找回失去的笑容？

* sorry...my blog still that emo... Wai Kit all ur fault? y ur birthay is on today? u c..i so emo on ur birthday.. i just feel down because cant go back during labour day holiday..

i hate her

i hate pn lee.. stupid... y hari sukan on Friday? dont she knows that all the seniors really wana go back?

luckily i left chs.. if i see her everyday like my juniors do.. i will tear her into pieces..

*i apologise.. first time i so geram..

life??

suddenly i just don't feel like do anything.. after came back from sch, i just went to sleep..after that until now, i still don't feel like do anything.. i know on Monday i have two test --- Summary test and Chemistry lecture test.. i hate the weather.. freaky hot.. jc life=no life.. really cant have fun at here..

I feel like after i come JC, i cant study.. maybe at here i don't hv my own room.. every time i wana wake up to study then i scare disturb my aunt.. and the PE lessons make my muscle pain all the time.. (running, push up and sit up for every PE lessons).. then the syllabus are hard to me.. even though i can understand what the teacher talking about in the class, but after all i still cant do all the questions... am i really tat weak? and i tend to become lazy and lazy.. if u c how hardworking my the other classmates are.. then u will start panic like me

today went back to school for PI consultation.... when i reached library, i saw a seat beside Tham Hin..then i sat beside him and we started to talk about Japanese drama.. haha.. i really don't know tat he knows Cantonese.. u know i long time din speak that language..suddenly got ppl speak to me in Cantonese.. quite weird.. but really have fun talking with him.. cause hardly find ppl like japanese drama..

the queue for PI was damn long..at the end, i still hv the chance to meet Miss Tan.. i left with Tham Hin.. too bad he din cycle to school today.. i wana sit his bicycle... i miss bicycle a lots..

Ying Yi kept telling me how good polytechnic are... but my parents still insists me to continue.. but i really hard to cope with the life at JC.. really no life and no fun..the only fun i have is talking to friends.. but really not much time left because our timetable are quite compact.. but then i really meet friends are here.. haiz..

i almost call home everyday.. i really miss Malaysia a lots.. life are so different here.. yesterday i used MSN to call Sheah Yee.. then her mum thought that she is crazy as she is talking to herself in front of screen ..we din on our webcam tat y..haha.. her mum very friendly and funny.. she told me that Sheah Yee miss me and Ying Yi a lots.. she cried... aiyo.. guai guai.. don't cry.. i love u lar.. her mum also said wana belanja me makan next time when i go back.. so nice..

my good friends that come from Malacca.. we took pic during Chinese lesson.. but i look tired right?actually i really want to take many pic and show u all.. but i dont want show my tired looks..

* Dear all my friends, don't forget to leave ur msg here.. i really appreciate every single msg. cause i miss u all very much...

* If u like to visit my blog.. be my followers.. then i know u follow my blogs closely..


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Happy Birthday Wai Kit and Roger.. May all ur wishes come true!!

wai kit.. this year no present leh how? nvm this year present is my wish.. i wish that one day u can be with tat girl..(just jk）

别离的故事

华文课本有一堂课关于《别离的故事》。。这是华文老师叫我们做的小册子。。最近比较没有时间更新部落格，而且在上学的照片不多，请多多见谅。。

* 对不起，照片在晚上拍，会有灯光问题。。

Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang 2

I love bear bear.. so good if i have one.. my friends.. u all should know what to do.. my birthday is on 31st of May (jk lar)

as usual before sing k .. i will take picture with my lovely husband--- Nicholas Teo

SING K Time.... i love to sing karaoke.. i love to sing k more than watch movie.. my best friends.. they played the important role in my secondary life...

Hui Wen, my best friends since Form 1.. i called her almost everyday during Form 4 and 5.. i miss her so much.. i really wish i can call her everyday just like last day then talk about everything.. thank you for the early birthday present...she really knows me well.. she knows i like to receive birthday present.. i really touched when she gives me the presents..

thank him very much for be my driver and camera man of the day..this guy also my friend since f1.. he is also my sincere friend that wont forget about my birthday..

notice sheah yee's expression.. haha

it's hard to find friends like her... her personality is hard to describe.. i told ying yi the other day "像她那么幽默的朋友很少见”..i know she quite sad because me and Ying Yi leave her and go to Singapore.. nvm my darling.. i will find u everytime i go back.. (i think u should find me instead of i find u loh)

then we go Sheah Yee's house.. i am really tired... all blame to PE.. y still have PE for Pre-u students? my legs are really pain.. but i din dare to show.. furthermore, i don't get enough sleep for the weeks due to Maths test and whole loads of hw..

the sweetest couple in the world..

they din realise i took their pic ^^

wondering what are they looking at

the girls.. i miss them a lot!!


playing cards as usual.. s6 ppl really love to play cards.. still remember pangkor trip?almost all the time can see cards

why Hui Ching's face so serious？

i dunno who took my pic.. but it appears in my camera

group photo.. but Mei Wei.. what r u doing?


Wei Hong-- my new friend.. but i heard his name quite often last time.. whenever his name is mention around my friends, i will easily get attracted.. because he has the same name with my primary school friends..

i really don't know when i can in such a romantic situation..


smile.. the last smile before i leave..go UCSI my friend.. so i can find u everyday when i back to Malaysia!! just go ahead. i know u r suffering at SAM.. trust ur decision just like how i trust u..

my mum says "你和你的朋友很三八咯，一见到就抱在一起”.. she doesn't mean bad.. she just mean my relationships with friends.. ya.. last time i not used to doing this kind of things..hug.. but CHS really changes me from many aspects... i din regret that i spend 5 years at CHS.. LOVE U CHS!!

*thanks to Sheah Yee for inviting us to her house for her open house.. i really feel so lucky know her.. although i just know her for about 2years.. i really look forward one day when i go back to malaysia, we should go take 大头贴..i wonder wat posture she will give me since she so funny..

回忆是一辈子都无法代替的。虽然我们距离遥远，可是我们的心其实连在一起的。因为有这些回忆，我们更加勇敢活下去。。。
(sheah yee gambateh!! i know u will soon get used without me and ying yi at ur side.. must come singapore when u free.. i will bring u around to eat.. try other food lar.. dun eat grass only)

Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang

i reached Malaysia at around 4pm... my dad actually fall asleep when we called him.. we started to worry cause u know Puduraya is not a safe place.. whenever u get down from a bus, those taxi driver will wait for u at the door of the bus and keep persuading u to sit their taxi... on the way back to house, from puduraya to Pandan Indah.. all the roads suddenly seemed so unfamiliar to me... i hate this kind of feeling.. u know i had been travelling through these roads over the years especially when i still in Jalan Davidson.. but there was a road that made all my memories come back.. the road that i learned to drive..

finally i back to my LOVELY HOME.. the best place in my life.. i going to move next year.. actually i not willing to move although i going to move to semi-D...i love here very much.. but quite dangerous staying at here.. however, my house still the best place.. everything in the house i MISS them very much.. of course, my room.. actually i cried when i entered my room.. i really miss everything in the room very much.. the table.. the bed... the table in my room i can put many many things on it.. but the table in Singapore, after i put my laptop, it already used up half of the space.. i quite touch when i saw my table being tidy up by my MUM.. i din expect that.. and my bed.. i really love my bed, my pillows.. although i love my bed, but i not willing to sleep.. i started to go search all my things.. CD.. Books.. my lovely Nicholas Teo.. but my mum insists me to sleep cause i din sleep well in the bus..

after that i went back to Catholic High School (my secondary school)..almost half of my wonderful memories were from here.. however, not really much of my friends going back to attend the ceremony because of the examination going on.. furthermore, the seating position are a little bit hard to find my lovely friends.. so i decided not to go find them since i can see them at Sheah Yee's house.. u know where i go.. i think most of my friends can guess.. UNGU....

undeniable, this year purple house did pretty well for all the events!! they are so.. omg .. i cant find a word to describe it!! then i hang around with them.. when i talking to them, i felt all my pressure are gone.. the only thing i can say is i really have fun talking with them.. but i felt sorry for them cause last year i promise to help them.. haiz.. after all, they still my lovely kids.. i trust my kids can do it!! they can win the champion for my birthday present!! especially with the yeng captain, attention seeker wise captain and all the ungu supporters....
group photo without Li Shawn

wow.. they held high positions for Curiculum activities..but one thing in common.. they are UNGU ppl..
The two funny little kids that always like to argue..Qi Hui and Sui Lun(the new attention seeker in ungu)

the well known person in CHS currently.. clap for him.. purple house's captain..Ong Chang Meng

after the ceremony, Hao Yap, my driver of the day.. fetch us to Sunway pyramid.. my legs very painful due to my PE lesssons on Friday so thanks a lot to him to be my personel driver.... we are lucky enough to see Lum Foong ..


trying to avoid the camera by pretending not knowing each other.. but they din realise that having the same posture


we went to visit Yong Sheng.. i love all the bears.. if i can hv any of them i will hug the bear everyday.. but he looks quite cute when he is in the shop..cant really imagine he is working at such cute place..

omg.. Lum foong..


*sorry that i don't have enough time to finish this post and now is nearly 12am but hv sch on the next day.. i will continue next time.. i have to upload this post cause many people request me to do so.. to all my friends.. u all can leave ur msg at the cbox, i will reply all of u...

Another Dream -- mushroom??

do u know what i dream about today??? i dream about MUSHROOM!!! not the usual mushroom.. but mushroom used to be my primary school class teacher's nickname as his name is 陈镇栋....how can i dream of him???

I remember in the dream.. i follow my sister back to my primary school.. SRJK (C) Jalan Davidson.. omg.. i saw HIM..

The first question he asked me is "Are you still thinking of going back to Malaysia?"
I answered "Yes!"
Then he started to scold me.. i couldnt remember well but I remember the last sentence he said to me "你不可以坚强一点吗？你真的不能坚持下去？”
For those people who knows him sure will know how he looks like when he is scolding people..
However, I couldn't answered his question.. he really knows me well.. i blame myself for being so weak in mental..

my friends all give me all the courage and trying to comfort me after i read my blog.. i really kind of stress that i couldnt take it as my mind will keep thinking of going back.. i will keep blaming myself for making the wrong decision.. if i decide to study STPM last time, now i can help my dear ungu for their preparation for Hari Sukan..

i know what my dream stand for.. it means that i really miss Malaysia very much.. to be honest..yes.. due to my memory with purple house, s6, prefects, primay classmates.......

but one think i should do now.. is take the advice from the others and the MUSHROOM in my dream.. i will 坚持到底！！

*oh ya, my friends.. pls leave ur msg here at the cbox.. i might not be able to chat with everyone when i on my msn but i will certainly chat with u at here!!

差强人意的我

不知是不是我很差还是怎样。。。我没有办法做我的功课。。
Chemistry 和Biology ，尽管那是老师曾经教过的，读完所有的笔记都无法完成
General Paper 和 Project Work 需要英语好到不行的程度才能顺利做完。。可惜我的英文程度差到不行，你试想想一个连PMR英文都能拿B的人，英文会好到哪里去？
Maths我的concept不够强，所以我无法解答。。下个礼拜就会有Maths test 了，我该怎么办？
唯一我会做的只有华文，对我而言，如果没拿华文，我的生命就终止了。。。
我感到全身不适，全身疲倦，我真的不知道哪一天我会完全崩溃。。。
每当马来西亚的朋友跟我说加油时，我都会说，我会的。。但其实我没有做到。。不管怎样，我都在停留在这里，没进没退。。。

Dream ------ homesick??

I knew a wonderful friend, Crystal.. she is from Malaysia too.. both of us like to talk about life at Malaysia.. we talk about it from primary to secondary.. from secondary to primary.. we compare the two different lifestyle at here and Malaysia... her thoughts are so similar to mine.. whenever I talk to other people, they don't know the situation well.. only her.. i really like this friend very much....both of us have a thought that.. although we can make new friends at here, but friends at Malaysia still the BEST!



Maybe this is the reason that make me have these three dream... maybe also due to homesick.. the first dream.. i saw my s6 friends in my dream!! as usual we go for outing.. oh ya .. i saw MISS TEOH too... then our cute KT, Mei Wei come to my dream!! with her innocent face, she told everyone that she being cheated by people.. she bought something for RM200, she even show me the receipt.. i think i am the hero..i ask her to bring me to that place, i will argue with the dishonest guy.. we get into a lift, then i broke down.. i cry.. i told them i miss them very much..omg.. it reflects my real life.. that's really what i afraid i will do when i go to Sheah Yee's house


The 2nd dream.. i dream about my family members.. the front part of the dream i cant remember well.. but i remember me, my father and mother go Singapore with me.. then my brilliant father actually bought wrong tickets.. then we end up going to Shah Alam.. what a funny dream.. actually the dream should be going on.. however i actually set an alarm to wake up to do homework although today is GOOD FRIDAY..


the last dream is about my best friends during my secondary school.. Hui Wen... i request my dad to fetch her home.. but we chat and chat until my dad forget to fetch her home.. my dad drives to the road that we usually take back to home.. i wana scold him but u know.i request him to fetch her home, and we are in the wrong way.. his face is as black as charcoal..poor Hui Wen finally she knows how strict my dad is..


Back to my wonderful friend Crystal.. she sent me a message today.. the message really damn touching.. Not only i wana share with all of u , i think this also my words to all my friends too!!
" 朋友就像一把雨伞，不管晴天或雨天都可以陪在你身边。我虽是一把没有美丽外表的伞，但绝对是一把永远帮你挡风遮雨的伞，你可别丢弃这把伞哦”
i told her the message really touched.. then she replied me that dont cry later singapore flood.. then IT RAIN!!

*I discovered a song that suit me so much after leave M'sia for 2 weeks.

Westlife - Home Lyrics

Another sunny day,

Has come and gone away,

In Paris and Rome,
I want to go home,
Mmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by,
A million people I,
Still feel all alone,
I just want to go home
,Oh I miss you,
You know,
And i’ve been keeping all the letters,
That I wrote to you,
Each one a line or to,
I’m fine baby how are you,
Well I would send them but,
I know it’s that it’s just not enough
,The words were cold and flat,
And you deserve more,
Than that,


Another aeroplane,
Another sunny place,
I’m lucky,
I know,
But I want to go home,
I’ve got to go home,
Let me go home
Im just to far,
From where you are,
I’ve got to come home,
Let me come home,
I’ve had my run,
Baby i’m down,
I want to come home,
And I feel just like,
I’m living,
Someone else’s life,
It’s like i just stepped outside,
When everything was going right,
And I no just why you could not come along with me,
‘Cause this was not your dream,But you always believed in me,


Another winter day,
Has come and gone away,In either Paris and Rome
,And I Want To Go Home,
I miss you, You know,
Let me go home,I’ve had my run,
Baby i’m down,I want to go home,
Let me go home,It’ll all be alright,
I’ll be home tonight,I’m coming back home.

Foods..

Here are some food that i eat at Singapore.. i don't think the Malaysian have seen these be4:

Due to my peers, they used to not going to canteen for break, i eat bread and snack for my lunch almost everyday... besides that we also eat Ohya multi grain snack everyday..we are really addicted to the snack (thanks Yun Qin for recommend to us).. furthermore it is cheap as well.. what an unhealthy life..
They also recommend me to eat "Long John Silver" .. it is actually a fast food restaurant just like KFC or McDonald.. at first they plan to go eat together on this Thursday as this Friday is holiday.. however they are not free so me and Ming Yan went today.. the fries are so nice compare to McDonald.. then the i like fish more than the chicken.. u see got two things tat looks like stick..one of them is chicken and another one is fish.. according to Ming Yan the drink is free, but i din take the pic of the drinks..

Then i shall proceed to introduce with drinks.. i forget the name.. i think is MATCHA sth....i will ask Ming Yan tmr.. but it tastes nice.. it is soya bean drinks.. next time when u all visit Singapore i will bring u to try..

Next time if u visit National University of Singapore (NUS), u should try those foods there.. there are many variety of food u can consume.. i try many many weird weird food before at there.. Japanese food.. Korean food... but i used to forget to take picture before i eat.. this is one of them..板面榨菜卤蛋..the name is long right?

i will keep update my blogs especially about food here... seriously i miss Malaysia's food very much.. they are 2 times more delicious than food at here although here there are many variety of food... believe me