KAT-TUN, NEWS - Friends

News + Kat-tun = Perfect

HAHA.. this is a brand new equation by Pei Wen

Although i like their songs, but i feel weird when i see them singing...

Therefore, i will keep laughing when i see them singing or dancing

Maybe i used to their acting instead of singing..

Lately a bit crazy over Japanese songs..

I enjoyed their PV too..

No.. School reopen..i should not keep watching already!

WAKE UP , PW!

Happy birthday, Jia yang!

Happy birthday, my cute SON!!!

Thanks for being so wonderful child..

I still remember I received ur blessings on my birthday as well as Mother's day...

You always make me laugh..

Without you in PW group, PW will not be fun...

Stay happy!!

Spread ur "funnyness"

Dont tear ur pants anymore!!

HAPPY SWEET 18th!

停留着的我

我 现在停留在这里
不进 却一直在退
看见身旁的朋友一个一个往前进
我 却站在原地
站在许多的未知数上

身旁的人很多都已经在读degree 了
要不然就上了大学
看看自己
还在学基本的东西
连基本都学不好

看看这样的自己
又弱又没用
如果有像Yankumi这样的老师
一定用她的拳头把我打醒

一直以来
我都小心翼翼地走着
在别人的国家，生怕踏错一步，
自己就没法挽回情况
真正想要的并没有出声
只是一味地忍着
别人看见的不完全是我
是那一个一直压抑着自己的我
或许有一天
我会爆炸

Bye, PUDU JAIL

I was damn shocked when i read about the news about Pudu Jail this morning in the library..
Malaysia's government decided not to keep Pudu Jail as one of the heritage site although it is more than 100 years old. The Pudu Jail wall, stretching about 300 meters, was demolished at 10pm last night.
After i watched this video, my heartache.
This place is where i passed by almost everyday during primary school.
Even after that, whenever i go to Time Square, I sure will walk pass this wall
I very regret for not taking pic with that wall..
Now, it just live in my memory FOREVER~~~
BYE, PUDU JAIL....
Sayonara, PENJARA PUDU!

Female

Why girls have to go through more pain than boys?
I hate to be a girl.

想太多

你笑着说他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安那么沉重
只有你不懂

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我

爱情？！

心，很累。我不说不代表我没察觉到，我感觉到那些微妙的变化。我似乎没资格继待在那个位置上。这个地方，已经没有待下来的理由了。

我，已经忍得很辛苦了
很害怕我真的会爆炸
心的伤痕一直在增加
我想从这个世界逃掉
为什么要徘徊在那些累人远远凝视的游戏？
我没资格玩起
我不会体谅人
我不温柔
我不漂亮
我不独立

我不知道失去了一直以来我着的拐杖会如何
我不知道失去了一直努力的动力我会变成怎样

我的心每天都在被控制
我的心每天都无法冷静
我的心痛得无法再忍受
我的笑容假得不能再假了

真的值得付出吗？
爱情不是说谁付出得多就会得到的。。

很想说最近在电视剧看的一句话
“去他妈的爱情”

Facebook

Today i heard a conversation between 3 30++years old women
A : "你有没有facebook"
B: "有，但是我只会玩几个game”
A: “neh, 我在facebook 找到 XXX ，我们以前小学的XXX，我常去她家玩，还记得没有？”
B: “她结婚了没有啊？ ”
A:“我不敢问哦！ 你知道很敏感的”
"前几天，我又在Facebook 找到XXX， 她结婚了，有3个孩子”
Then they continued to talk about those old friends that they found on facebook..
From their conversation, i guess they were having primary sch gathering..
they connected with each other by facebook!
Dont you think is cool?
I would want to after 20 years later, i still can be like them.. hang out with friends by keep connected with each other via fb...

喜欢

也许是缘份吧
你就这样硬生生地闯进我的世界
夺走了我所有的注意力

“喜欢是一种感觉，跟他的身份无关，喜欢一个人应该是单纯的喜欢，喜欢他的一切，包括他的缺点”

经过那么久的观察
我很清楚
你永远都不会爱上我的
在你心里住着的那一个人
我永远都无法代替

"我不能勉强你爱我

可是我很珍惜这样的感觉

不管以后你在哪里

喜欢什么样的人

跟什么怎样的人在一起

我都会真心祝福你的"

我很清楚
自己有多依赖你
我已经很努力控制自己了
“你不要以为人生还很长，机会还很多，你不说，对方可能永远都不会知道你心里的想法”
我很清楚
这句话的含义
但是我没有勇气表达我自己
我不想改变什么
我只能容忍
我只能祝福
那时我唯一能做的事

马来西亚华语

马来西亚华语 (also applicable for singapore chinese)


中国人 ：今晚你有空吗？我没空！马来西亚华人 ：今晚你得不得空？我不得空！

中国人 ：饼干受潮了…。马来西亚华人 ：饼干'漏风'了…。

中国人 ：从上海去苏州要多少个小时？马来西亚华人：从上海去苏州要几粒钟？

中国人 ：难道他不可以来吗？马来西亚华人：你不给他不来啊？

中国人 ：周杰伦不喜欢穿内裤。马来西亚华人：周杰伦不喜欢穿底裤。


中国人 ：我一向都是这样的。马来西亚人：我一路来都是这样的啦

中国人 ：我的手机掉进沟渠了。马来西亚华人：我的手机掉进龙沟了。

中国人 ：这样你不是很不值得吗？马来西亚华人：这样你'马'很不 '歹'？


中国人 ：你真是聪明！马来西亚华人：你真是pan nai！(源自马来语pandai，聪明的意思)

中国人 ：你安静！马来西亚华人：你diam diam！(源自马来语diam，安静的意思)

中国人 ：我要去银行取款。马来西亚华人：我要去银行'按钱'。


中国人 ：为什么？马来西亚华人：做么？


中国人 ：你很强~马来西亚华人：你很够力~

中国人 ：明天也叫他一起去吧！马来西亚华人：明天叫'埋'他一起去！


中国人 ：我很郁闷~~~马来西亚华人：我很'显'（sien）啊~~~~ （'显'比郁闷的境界更高）


中国人 ：你再说我就打你！马来西亚华人：你再说我就hood你！（有点粗俗的）

中国人 ：你在说什么？马来西亚华人：你在说sommok？


中国人 ：你不要令我丢脸~。马来西亚华人：你不要'下水'我~

中国人 ：真被你气到…。马来西亚华人：被你炸到…。


中国人 ：你别乱来~。马来西亚华人：你表乱乱来~


中国人 ：你很无聊！马来西亚华人：你很废


中国人 ：XX你！马来西亚华人：Kanasai（意思是像大便一样，骂人的话）


中国人 ：迫切。马来西亚华人：bek chek


中国人 ：我们一起吃这碗面~。马来西亚华人：我们'公司'吃这碗面~（源自马来语的kongsi，就是一起分享的意思）

中国人 ：今天的天气很热~。马来西亚华人：今天的天气热到。。。。。。。。。。。。。。~~~~~~~ （'到'字要拉 长，然后没有下文了）


中国人 ：哇!马来西亚华人：哇捞weh!!!!


中国人 ：我受不了他！马来西亚华人：我behtahan他！
哈哈~ Proud Of 马来西亚华人 xD

Time

Is time to go back...
Go back to Singapore..
Start another new chapter of my life..
Everytime i feel very bad, i will want to come back to Malaysia and recharge myself again.
Just a simple things by just sit down and talk with them make me feel lots more better.
Although i really dont feel like going back to singapore, i still hv to make a step forward.

I feel guilty
I had not been touching anythings related to school for more than one week
I have to start from zero again.
I lost the motivation to work hard
But i still have to push myself again from tmr onwards.
Keep stopping at the same place isn't good...

Pre-u Seminar

My weekends are filled with rehearsal..
Especially Sunday
I am rehearsing the same thing over and over again in UCC for the opening ceremony..
We had to stay in dark all the dark..
Being the only girl at there, i seriously damn boring..
The other girl in IT absent..
The other guys were playing with PSP..
So i borrowed Sherman's hp to online..

UCC was freaky cold ..
I kept hide myself in the toilet and on msn
Thanks for my friends who chat with me on msn



We checked in on Monday, 31st of May
Then we rushed to rehearsal at UCC again
Doing the same thing again on my birthday itself.. SIEN...
this time no iphone to online
Because he did not bring his charger
SIEN..
I just slept at there
Without bother i am actually wearing skirts

Just join the crowd and sleep

HEHE

And also played with the other guys..

One of the guy , alistair also kept dancing..

haha..at least hv some entertainment..

the guys suggested to go party at night to celebrate my birthday..

they wanted to invite those girls at my level to come..

But i dont think the teachers allow us to do so..

Furthermore, the girls were doing hw...

Besides, i also going to duty in Video editing room..

I did stupid thing again..

I left my new external hard disk which is made in japan that my bro passed it to me..
Luckily the IT technician , Moon kept for me

That night, Putri sms-ed me at around 12 am until 2am..

Of course, at that time i already slept after ran around for 3 days of rehearsing

She wanted me to accompany her ..

She said she heard ppl walking around , talking and screaming..

When i read the sms the next morning, I thought she just scared because this might be the first time she left home

I already used to it because during secondary sch every year i had to go to prefects camp at least two times..

1st of June..
Putri went back home..
I think she couldnt sleep well the night before

The opening ceremony

I was dress in black

Black shirts, pants, socks, shoes..

Quite exciting because i thought i can met Lee Kuan Yew at backstage

Sadly, no chance.. ..

The teachers chase us away to LT25 and LT26.

But we had the chance to eat the buffet before the participants came..

And also have a karaoke session in LT

When back to pgp, i played basketball with the guys..

HAHA.. i had a great time playing with them

My handphone died..

i seriously need the phone

especially for parallel presentation..

2nd of June

I WOKE UP LATE

I seriously cant live without handphone
Luckily i can woke up by myself...

I ran as fast as i could to the foyer

I managed to get on the first bus to LT25 for the set-up

But the other IT guys weren't there!

I started to panic

I called them..

But they told me parallel presentation only started at 8am..so relax..

WAT DE...

They didnt realise that we need to go there set-up everything?

I nearly burst out

Felt like shout at them

HAIZ..

what can i do?

If i shouted at them, they think that i want to control them

Luckily those teachers in charge were early

They were there to set up everything when i reached

I felt bad for them..

Because that's our job

Before parallel presentation started, I borrowed phone from Sean..

Thanks to him a lots..

If not , i also did not know how to contact people in control room..

Sometimes they couldnt see my signal from where i stand

Luckily everything ended smoothly..
Oh ya.. had to thanks Tham Hin for the music that he gave.

After that , while the participants went to learning journey

I played basketball and frisbee with the guys..

Then i suddenly received call from Mr Tay

Haiz.. My job ain't easy.. Always have to standby to do things..

I. was being instructed to go back LT25 to find a missing video recorder

and the sad part was NOBODY willing to accompany me T_T

Then i reached LT25.. it was so dark..

I couldnt find the main switch..

I walked in the dark and used my feeling to find it..haha.. i success! what a good experience..

I couldn't find the video recorder either

When i went back to PGP, i saw SHERMAN! He hurt himself... He fell and slide down when he went to pick up the frisbee.. He got a deep cut 4 stiches on his hand..

I felt guilty
I should have stayed with them
His wound looked so painful
On that night, when i online using laptop.. Moon told me the ghost stories
I did not believe him and thought that he just played with me.. So went to sleep

3rd of june
The last parallel presentation..
I took over Sherman's position in LT25..
Quite blur.. But everything still went smoothly..
After that, me , Leon, Miss Lim and Mr tay went to visit sherman..
He looked fine..
Leon and the other IT ppl taught me Frisbee skill..
To be honest, i really bad in learning new things
Everyone in my level moved out on that day..
At that time, i really dont know my level was haunted..
Before that i already made up my mind to stay in jessica's room..
Jessica's group wanted to hv a party..
But failed..
HAHA..it was so fun to move around with them!
One of the girls heard wrongly and thought my name is COBRA..
They started to call me Cobra..

4th of June..
Closing ceremony!
I'm the only one in the hall...
The other IT guys was waiting in dorm
I thought i told them met at 8am?
Suddenly received a job..
Had to do the clicking for closing ceremony!
Nobody know the sequences.. No rehearsal for closing ceremony either..
The video i supposed to play wasn't playing
I panic
Luckily Moon came to help me..
I was touched by the video
It really marked the end of the pre-u sem
I managed to snap a few photos..






TIME TO LEAVE~~~

I really tired..
I slept for the whole day today..
But still tired..
I going to sleep again..

恨

不知为什么
我那么恨我自己
我觉得自己很无能
也许从现在开始应该不要那么依赖别人了
我觉得自己超烦人
很想借此更那些一直被我烦的说对不起
尤其是某某某

我的心情蛮差
但是却不想和任何人说
不想又在麻烦人了

开始觉得我不应该管那么多了
一直提醒他们这个那个
但是他们会认为你很烦
为什么要管东管西
可是为什么他们不知道我所受的压力是来自老师们
那些老师会问我他们为什么还没到
要我催促他们

也许是彼此熟悉了
开始不尊重我的指示
他们会嫌你烦
嫌你吵
他们认为我没资格管他们
可是不管他们怎样想
我还是笑脸迎人
努力承受着这一切

惊喜

今天听988，主题是关于惊喜
主持人说：通常在别人生日为他们带来惊喜的那些人，在自己的生日时永远的不到惊喜。。

以下是我的留言
“确实，我常是那个会给惊喜别人的那个人。 总是努力地策划，然后在别人的生日的时候给与他们惊喜。 可是，往往自己的生日时总是很落寞，也许是因为自己也期待别人给自己惊喜吧。 我常在想，在这么努力地要带给别人惊喜，自己到最后得到什么，只是换来一句的谢谢吗？但是不管如何，我的内心不知觉还是会那样给别人惊喜，因为我一直了解孤单过生日的滋味。。　其实，从一开始，就不该有所期待不是吗？就好像前天我生日时，一首生日歌都没有听到。我，只好一直给自己唱温岚的“祝我生日快乐”。　现在，我才恍然大悟，生日，再也不过是普通的一天而已，唯一不同的是，你会得到很多祝福。但其实，有多少人真正记得呢？"