Our CT

i think YJC-ians can guess who is the guy in the pic..

ya..

he is our CT, Mr Lim Seow Kuan, HOD of character development

暗恋

四目交接的时候不要停留太久
适可而止的问候关心不能太过
好奇也别去探索妒嫉只能深锁
如果忍不住寂寞也不能对你说

啊好朋友啊我的好朋友
不小心的沉默不想让你太难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近还是更遥远
相信我们走到另一个境界
搭肩高唱友谊万万岁
要是我爱你变成了语言
甚麽会多一些甚麽会少一些

就让别人去猜测我们清白的很
就让自己去承受那种清白的闷
就算我只是朋友能不能有要求
如果会发生甚麽也是我想太多

Outings and Random pics

it has been so long since i update about my life

here are some photos:

it begins with my last holiday.... my dearest best friends, Hui Chi stayed overnight at my house one day before i back to singapore...

During CNY, i met Mei Wei and Fei Ching... i still remembered that day is Mei Wei's last day in Malaysia.. she fly to Australia ...



This one! Elizabeth's birthday!!! HAHA.. the first time i lie so much on that day.. My korean guy lie.. haha.. fun to cheat the cleavest girl in my class...


studying in library.... Took by LI LI..

After block test, LI LI accompany me to walk around bugis...we were at the new building in BUGIS.... my friend said that we look like cousin...

the new shoes that i bought in BUGIS.. like rabbit shoes...

The shirt i bought... I LOVE IT SO MUCH~~~~~~ Cant help but fall in love with this shirt...

watched Nodame with 3 guys... it reminded me last time i watched Cartoon Monster vs Alien with 5 guys! so lame.. but have fun seeing them play pool and also try out pool which was a failure.. then also the sharing of beer with me...

yesterday at first going to watch Kaiji in Orchard.. but then tickets SOLD OUT!!! then feel bad let Yun Qin walked around at J8..i thought she went back home... so i went to occupy her while the guys go play LAN

met Clara at Junction 8! ^^

the 生面 in the hong kong restaurant~~ taste excellent! u see the ingredients~~

Start to missing Nodame ..
Also want to watch Kaiji so badly

我的心在等你

讨厌

我讨厌你的自私
我讨厌你不懂我
我讨厌你剥夺我的心
我讨厌你的身影装满我的脑袋
我讨厌我那么难融入你的世界

Nodame Cantabile

Watched Nodame Cantabile movie today.... i really LOVE IT !!!!! WOW.. BRAVO!
impressed by their music again.. after they finished playing that song, i really feel like stand up and say BRAVO!!!
i love Chiaki although he is not really handsome.. i attracted by him when he was conducting.. 认真地男人最好看！
i envy Nodame as she can stay with the one she loves...but then, Nodame and Chiaki are going to separate soon.... Nodame surely going to suffer a lots... without him, she is really hard to survive.. i know her feeling well~~
tata..i am going to watch nodame that drama again!

Nodame movie trailer:


看着你在台上精彩的表演，对不起，本来应该引你为傲，但是心不知怎地，真的很伤心，因为我们的距离越来越远了。 不管我有多努力想追上你，留你在我身边，可是我还是没办法拉近彼此的距离。 每一次就要追上你，你就离开我的世界！ 真的很想让你明白我的感受。。

Nodame final movie trailer：(I cant wait for the drama! )


A little recap for the drama:


They are so sweet

Block Test

I realised something..
I cannot concentrate when i doing the papers
My mind would easily go somewhere else..
Especially maths and chem papers , i miss out those qns that i actually know how to do!
damn it..
i screwed up chem papers also..
i just don't know what's in mind when i am doing..

never mind.. is OVER!
i just wish i forever wont know the results which is quite impossible..

糟糕

第一次考试时身体的情况那么糟，还必须撑过两张卷子。。要吃两粒panadol才有效。。　不管了，反正明天最后一天了。。。　

Si Min darling, Happy birthday~~~~

u see the right handside that funny girl..ya...she is my darling!

Happy birthday SI MIN DARLING!!!

this is specially for my dearest "old" friend in my life...

haha.. after knowing each other for so many years, last year i only realised she is my kindergarden's friend..haha

i love her so much that i decided to marry her...

i love her for always giving me support...

i love her for always talk about guys with me..

i love her for being so concern about me....

but then one thing..

we haven take any pic together before!!

how can be like that?

we know each other since like 5 years old leh!

no matter what,

i still wish my darling HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

stay happy , stay pretty , stay healthy...

miss ya and love ya~~

等待

等待
不是应该做的事
盯着同一个屏幕
结果还是一样的

生活
已被侵入而改变
心不知觉被牵着
步伐也被打乱了

就想赖着你

“我相信，总有一天，我会遇到一个懂得珍惜我、在乎我的人，不管我有没有钱，不管我漂不漂亮，他都会永远爱我，永远爱我...”

很喜欢这部剧，也许不是没给人都会喜欢因为太过梦幻，但是我真的觉得整部剧都很感动。。因为在这个世界上，要找到爱你，保护你，会珍惜你的，真的很难。。。

无能的人类

我们是无助的人类
好像掌握自己的生命是一件很难的事

曾经那些被撕裂的感觉瞬间好像昨天发生
那一种失去的痛
似乎自己生命中重要的东西被剥夺
那是一种被迫分开的感觉

育硕，
在这个夜晚我又想起了你
突然间很想拜托你一件事
可不可以继续保佑我和我身边的人？
我知道你一直以来都有在保佑你所有的朋友吧？
我们都能感觉到，我们也很想你
可是，可不可以帮我也保佑我身边的人
算我自私，我不想失去谁　
也想身边的人获得开开心心，健健康康
不管如何，我都很想告诉你，我好想你，谢谢你一直以来的陪伴。。。
希望你在另一个世界也能活得开开心心的。　

我知道每个人都会死去，
只是时间的问题，
但是还是没办法

不过，看到这些话的人，你们大概也知道发生了什么事。。
离开是每个人必经的过程
路，还是要走，就让我们互相扶持吧！　
加油！　

results

i know what results i will get
i know i will fail especially Bio and Maths
even GSC i also not confident i can score well..
but i really hv no mood to study
80% of bio i am unclear....i hv very vague idea on how to ans those qns..

my brain are stuck
all the information cannot go in...
1 week really isn't enough...
i dunno i doing the right things..
i think this time my time management really bad

although is quite negative to draw such conclusion that i will fail almost all the subjects,
but then i still hv to try to do my best..

女主角

对不起，
我还是那么的软弱
就算我已答应全部人我要快乐坚强起来
但我还是我
我还是会流眼泪

对，我还是傻傻的
羡慕，妒忌，电视剧里男主角对女主角的好
换来的，只是被拒绝

其实，真正最影响我的
是没有一个能依靠的肩膀
没有人对我真正的好
没有人在我最需要他的时候冲到我身边
没有人能在我伤心的时候陪在我身边
没有人能听我诉说
没有人能保护我
不过，这些都只会在我梦想中出现。。
因为那些都不可能发生在这么平凡的我身上

很多人说我需要等到那个时机，真命天子就会出现
但我知道那是不可能的。。
我或许像女主角一样，那么的自卑
因为很清楚自己的条件
我又笨，又丑，又不可爱
有谁会爱上我？

累了，痛了，泪也死了。。
虽然我害怕孤独
我还是孤单的一个人。。。

两个人

我们看似在同一个平行线上，但我们其实在地球的两端。。

无法负荷的心

心里的思念是一种无法控制的东西
我们都无法阻止心为谁而跳
而很难避免让头脑停止想着一个人
能怪谁吗？

我们都清楚心里的感觉
只是有时却要逆着它而行
也要在适当时掩饰自己的情绪
因为都清楚那一个门槛很难越过。。

当你喜欢他的时候
你的脑袋满满都是他的影子
不管去到那里，走到那里，在做什么
你都不经意地想起他
只要看到一些像似的画面
就会想起两人经历的一切
当他对你好的时候
总是会有错觉
你总会羡慕他身边的一切
当你呆在他的身边
就会有踏实的感觉。。。

明星！

haha.. i can't wait to post this!
i think many ppl can recognise him...he is 戴阳天..
the famous person in singapore currently..
cant remember? the guy act as japanese guy in Little Nyonya..
envy?

haha.. i really din expect to take pic with him!
i just wanted to buy coffee..
then suddenly they told me if i buy two i get to take pic with him..
initially i thought they want to lie to me..but i saw him on the little stage!
haha..of course i will buy!
he is damn nice!
when i go up he just shake hand with me..
i request to take 2 times!
haha

after all still very happy to take pic with an artist although all the while i only wish is to take photo with Nicholas Teo!

Tired

Today was the last day of this term
Just realised i had not been sleeping well for the few months since the start of JC2
I couldnt recall any dream
I din even know am i dreaming a not
I just know everytime i lie on the bed, when i open my eyes again it showed 5 sth..
My daily routine was repeated...
I would easily fall asleep when i did not know what the lecturer/ teacher talking about..

Time flies..
now already march
i don't hv much time left

亏欠

我觉得最亏欠的是我的父母和一直支持我的朋友。。 现在，我的成绩不好，非常的沮丧，因为父母真的花了很多钱送我到外国念书。。 可是，我真的好辛苦，我的努力并没有反映在我的成绩上。 。我不明白为何自己那么笨，为什么总是没有办法发挥水准。。。

我一直在伪装，假装很开心，假装能发挥自己的傻劲来让身边的人开心，但我错了！我没有办法承受，面对那些一大堆不懂的东西，我就快要疯了！我好累！ 我好沮丧！ 已经没有办法像以前那样开心了。。只知道好累，可是每天还是要撑下去。 我坦白，我并不是个坚强的人，但是为了那些为了我一直努力的人，我只能坚持下去。。

CARELESS!

i think i am stupid!

i think my eyesight has problem!

i think i need to really calm down during exam!

omg.. careless for 12 marks!

from an A to E...

i hate MYSELF!

DEAD

I'M DEAD..
so tiring!

today is my first time that i din fall asleep in class
i am proud of it!
but then now i am extremely tired!
i just took half an hour nap
but i felt even more tired
still need some time to recover from the sleeping mode...
ya..still hv to do GP essay..

i think i should take coffee
don't think with my standard i can manage to finish it by today...haiz
okay, pei wen! start working

*i miss the 2 spoon of ice cream! i think chocolate n ice-cream can make u feel 幸福.. but u still hv to back to reality!

Open House

Here is the date for the open house, for those who are interested in studying in Singapore universities:

13-14th March - National University of Singapore (NUS ) , 9am - 6pm
12-13th March - SIM University
13th March - Nanyang Technological University (NTU) , 9.30 am to 6.30 pm.

* SMU's open house was over ...

more information, u can access http://www.nus.edu.sg/ , http://www.ntu.edu.sg/, http://www.smu.edu.sg/, http://www.sim.edu.sg/

Those who coming to singapore , remember to tell me ya! i'm going to NUS on 13th of March.. See u all soon! If u hv any accommodation problem, u also can tell me..i will try to arrange for u..

自私

自私的想你
自私的想融入你的生活
自私的想绑住你
自私的想控制你
自私的想把你留在身边
自私的想把你的眼神都吸引住
自私的想每天见到你
自私的想把所有一切都告诉你
自私的想要你认识我
自私的想你关心我
自私的想你懂我
自私的想要你的一切都属于我
我是自私的

HATE

Cant help but hate her voice
Hate the way she talks
Hate the way she behaves
Hate the way she thinks
Hate the way she interacts with ppl
Hate the way she insults ppl
Hate her facial expression
Just hate all the way

A day

my day start with my failure...
I FAILED NAPFA!
damn wonderful!
from a Gold award become a FAIL!
i really old...
VERY VERY OLD
many ppl suprise i'm fail..
and also the item that i failed
SIT-UP!
haha
i think i gain more fats at my stomach muscle ...
due to CNY and also eating fast food at least once per week
and the PE teacher gives me a very surprising look when i tell her my reading...
she expect a lots from me since i got gold last year....
sorry for the disappointment...

today my a-level chinese results release..
at first they showed us the percentage ppl that get As for Chinese..
is only 20% ..
at that time, i feel i am a bit regret taking chinese ..i should hv take malays as Malay percentage of getting A is 34%!

but then , i still get an A...
thanks everyone for the supports
and also my dearest chinese teacher, Miss luo...
so happy can get to see Mike again..
ya..he become more handsome..
and our class, 3B also get to meet again..
i miss 3B very much loh!
even though everyone was leaving, some of our 3B students still gather and chit-chatting
everyone agree that chinese class is the best lesson for our jc life..
u know, our class got funny ppl like Cedrick, Shao Cong, Mike they all..
however, i feel bad for them because many miss their As...
ppl , don't worry! as long as we know clearly our own standard,tat's enough..
Miss Luo asked me to plan for a dinner as she is going to treat us!
YEAH!! she is such a wonderful teacher!!!!!!
even though we din manage to get all As as she wished!

HAHA.. i just feel like laughing!
i'm happy!
because my guess for Tham Hin's results is damn ACCURATE!
is just like the game we played last week...
i can imagine how his facial expression looks like now after read this post..haha..
i think he did well after all!
although he din get the grade that he wants...
congratulations!

today is damn tired!
don't feel like doing anything although block test is two weeks later