missing heart

i just wan to let my tears drop
heart empty just in d sudden
couldnt do anything
luckily is dark n nobody knows me in the bus
thought that i am more able to cope this compare to last time
unfortunately i am still weak after all
maybe because i know
after this time..
i might not hv time to go back..
just dun feel like going off

although just a few hours
din even drink alcohol with them
but i feel my head is spinning
all the memories rotating in my brain

miss my bed..
miss the nag..
miss the dishes..
miss the nice foods..
miss the tv..
miss miss miss miss..