Happy birthday, Nicholas Teo

After my bf's birthday, now is my husband's birthday..haha..
see the last pic! he super cool when he is a kid..
feel like calling me AH BOY~~
haha
this year is his 29th birthday..
next year 30th leh..old old..hehe
On this special day, i want to thank him for accompany me for 8 years..
without him , i would never have come so far..
i really wish i can take photo with him..

1 litre of tears

Wonder am i really okay..
I can cry even i just watch this video..
there is too much memory about this drama
perhaps i should consider to watch again..

BAD LUCk

Super bad luck..
I was told to go china embassy
Of course, i lost my way again..haha..
The place was so rural that i hardly can see someone that i can ask around
But when i went there, SUPER SHOCK..
they told me I was not supposed to go there
but somewhere in Raffles Place..
So i took a taxi to there because i had to rush to sing karaoke with Jessica and Yun Qin
But still couldnt make it..
After i canceled the outing, i found out that the person in charge of HSK didnt inform me that i need to prepare flight itinerary..
I dont have it either!
I called them! and they didnt even have it too!
Those things were with travel agency and they need MANY days to get the information..
I felt damn cui..damn sien.. why i rushed all the way here and i couldnt do anything? i had to get it done by next week!
I went back home and felt freaking annoying

Around 2pm, i called back to HSK and asked them whether can help me get the travel agency to help me apply visa...
They suddenly told me that they sent me via email just few minutes ago..
I thought they say need many days?
Without hesitation, i ran out and bet that i can make it on time..
my mission : reach Raffles place before 3pm.. and it was around 2.15 leh
i had to take the risk.. i didnt want to collect my visa on 3th..

Yup.. i reached on the dot.. 3pm.. but sadly, because i couldnt print the itinerary at home.. they couldnt do it for me as the printing need another 15 minutes.. they want to close.. HAIZ..SUPER BAD LUCK...

I not sure what happen to me recently
I dont have appetite to eat..
i had been eating half of the meal..
today i forced myself to eat the whole meal when i went out with Min Chee..
I end up vomiting at the roadside..
I really suspect myself having 厌食症

Genting trip might failed..
I not sure is it the choice of place not good or what..
Many people are going there on decemeber so they cant go on jan
What if i change to KL, Ipoh and Malacca ?
Pulau Tioman?
Am i a bad organiser?
Wonder how can we make it during secondary sch.. 40 something of us go other state without supervision of adults and plan the thing all by ourselves..

Happy belated birthday , Aaron!!

Happy birthday, BF! ... ^^



I am super bad! how can i forget his birthday?
(if you happen to know, ya, this is the guy in my purse)
I watched all the video..feel like hug him..he is more man le.. he become more handsome le..
He really work very hard..
MISS HIS TOUCHING VOICE...
Hope he really can have his own album one day

Taiyou no Uta

this drama really nice!
really worth to watch!
i feel that drama is better than the movie
maybe because of the interactions between the main actor and actress
and i find that the song "taiyou no uta"　have more impact on it..
"stay with me" also not bad..
plus the drama opening song is "invitation " by shibasaki kou..
not only that, i find that what the main actor do for her is more touching...

the drama really makes me want to compose songs
i want express all my feelings inside
yup..that's what i really do currently ..
i quite surprise that i step into 遗忘旅程 earlier than i expected
thanks to the process of lyrics composing..
heartache is less than before le..

看到了吧？
我整理心情后第一个作品
《是我不行吗》
对，我想尝试写词
也许写的会有点偏激
但是这是我踏出的第一步
这是第一次真的想做这回事

爱与恨

键盘上滴答的打着
想着按着都是心酸
测试左胸口的跳动
汹涌地一波波来袭
努力抵挡针刺的心
远比生理上来的痛

刚开始美丽的邂逅
还充满着憧憬与好奇心
当拨开一层层的防备
原以为无形中已达成协议
怎么却一次又一次的将信任毁灭

＃爱 它让我变成你心中想要的样子
　快乐悲伤幸福空虚统统都曾尝试　　　
　恨 它让你变成我心中想要的样子
　胆怯逃避疯狂呐喊统统都曾经历

刚开始日夜的相处
还习惯对同个入口盼望
当熟悉脸孔徘徊脑海
原以为可一直当生活动力
怎么却一直又一直得将伤害画上

Ｒｅｐｅａｔ＃

爱与恨　把你我在记忆里伤害又缝合
何时才能停止这场游戏

Ｒｅｐｅａｔ＃

是我不行吗

给你温暖安慰
给你加油打气
给你开心难过
那是我就不行吗？

得到你关心的
得到你眼神的
得到你笑容的
是我就不行吗？

想知道你想的
想知道你爱的
想知道你做的
是我就不行吗？

＃曾以为自己能潇洒放手
可是当隐藏感情的同时
也把自己的斗志给忘了
总对屏幕发呆睡觉逃开
问自己几千次同样问题
占据你心里是我不行吗

给我指引更正
给我回忆经历
给我勇气快乐
那是你就不行吗？

懂我心情的
懂我喜欢的
懂我心痛的
是你不行吗？


草于２２／１１／２０１０
佩雯上

为你掉眼泪是份天赋
为你承担多少痛也扛
为你心隐约痛了几回
为你撒了多少次谎话

Hitler finds out that SPM is in less than a week's time.

是我软弱吗？
有没有特别感人的画面
干吗一直流泪

好久了
没这样一直流泪

没有扣人心弦的台词
没有感人的场面
却让我落泪

心　在痛
喜欢了
爱上了
心里想传达的
所有所有话都是卡在那儿的
唱的每一字没一句都是给你的
越尝试遗忘
心里就越痛
歇斯底里的痛。。

My first success

i think i really no mood to study
and i'm lazy to go out
so i called my mum and asked her what can i cook
she taught me to cook this soup..
the taste not bad..
just that i put too much ingredient..
haha.. i dont know how to estimate how much should i put
nvm..i can improve next time~
at least this is my first step for cooking...

Iryu

HAHA...I'm so sorry that my blog flooded with Iryu..
I'm SUPER ADDICTED!
SUPER LIKE THIS DRAMA
oh no!!
save me~~
ASADA SENSEI!

佐々木蔵之介 藤吉圭介＆朝田龍太郎 2

Iryu ~ TEAM MEDICAL DRAGON ~ Clip 1

prefects

iryu reminds me of how important is teamwork..
it brings me back to my memory during high school
i miss all the time that i spent with all the prefects
all the tough training that we went through together
all the joy and hardship that we went through during camp

in a small team,
we built raft
we went for hiking
we being abandoned in the forest and did our test there
we went for night walk in the forest
we adventured inside the cave
we challenged flying fox
we came out with all kind of logos and slogan
we composed a song for our seniors...

Dusun eco, port dickson campsite, singapore trip...

everything everything are in my mind...
all are good memories...
the process is hard
but what we gain is more than that....

我相信了，这里是没有言论自由的地方

人生无聊的很
生存有什么意义呢？？

HAHA..four of us gather together here..
we should form one team called TEAM DRAGON..haha. .i want to be the head!

发泄完了又怎样？
还是不想读书。。

I Support Chee Li Kee

GSC

today essay qns were EASY!
If i really want to, i can do all of them except the last one..haha
but i still choose the one i good with
and everyone in the class expect i choose that qns..haha
because i was the one present to them about that topic upon teacher request..
the same topic also my first achievement got an A for GSC last year..
i love ORGAN DONATION! haha
my teacher really know me well.. when i asked her to guess what topic i choose, her first ans was the correct one..
not forgetting to say , i win my bet with Li Li..
suddenly no more worries.............

the two papers on this week need a lot of "link"
i will constantly remind myself to see from bigger view, bigger picture
LINK EVERYTHING TOGETHER~~~~~

Go GSC!! Go CHEMISTRY!!

月经，你想知道吗? 男孩必看！！女孩必分享

月经，你想知道吗? 男孩必看！！女孩必分享

by Cms Dear on Thursday, 11 November 2010 at 23:27

大部分的男人无法理解女人经前经後的歇斯底里，甚至有的男人坚持，如果女人天天要求两性平权，就不应该利用月经扮演弱者博取同情。

如果男人在自己的***被高跟鞋连踹七天而不哀不缩，那女人也可以平静地度过经期。有那么痛吗？因人而异。

有的女性甚至可以因为经痛痛到晕过去，你觉得呢？

月经来潮时的下腹肿胀、绞痛，摄氏32℃的气温下却可以四肢冰冷，甚至寸步难行举步维艰，你就知道有多痛了。

生理上的痛我不想著墨太多，因为男人真的很难体会。

就光谈月经来潮为何使人焦虑不安、情绪难平吧！

男人们，请你试著铺一束湿卫生纸在你裤裆间连续５～７天而且，请注意，每隔１～３小时不等（视流量而定）更换一次，免得溢出哦！

就算一个成年女人已经和月经相处了十几年，她还是无法算准何时能准地接下第一滴血。

有时候，周期到了，理所当然地先垫一块防患於未然，谁知道垫了４、５天却是一场空，就在你准备放弃抽出卫生棉时，冷不防地天降甘霖，你只好祈祷自己不在野外或刚好不是白裤子。

跨间夹著一条湿湿的棉纸有多难受？

更难受的是，有时候很难光凭感觉得知它是否容量已满，如果你是一个忙碌的上班族，有很多会要开；或你刚好是卖甜不辣的妈妈，公厕要走很远；或你刚好是个要发片的女艺人，今天MTV要穿超短裤或下水演悲情；

你能不焦虑吗？有时候以为已满溢，冲到厕所一看，才占了１/３，要不要换新的？有时候坐著约会喝咖啡，两腿夹的紧紧的；嘴里的温热转移了***的温度感受，待回过神来，走进厕所检查，却发现月经已波涛汹涌地满溢，自然又是一阵手忙脚乱；

你能不情绪化吗？相信男孩子大多有梦遗的经验吧！洗床单烦不烦？

请想一下，你们洗的是透明的，女生们洗的却是血染，难不难？

月经不比自来水，开关由自己操作，要停要来随心所欲；

我想，男人大概不明了，经血那种欲走还留的任性有多令人抓狂吧？

最後１、２天，经血明显变少；有时候，一整天只有一滴，自己觉得应该不再需要卫生棉时，冷不防地它又在半夜吐了一口，不多不少，像是文弱书生得肺痨临死前吐的那一口。

一口，就又得洗内裤、床单，和床单下的被垫了。

所以，男人们，你能开始了解女人、体谅女人的经前症候群吗？

别看见血就嫌脏，别忘了，你们一个个都是从那儿孕育出来的呢，

下次，帮忙洗个床单吧！

所以当你的GF来例假的时候请宽容的对带她，即使她和你吵和你闹，脾气很大性格很怪，但你要知道她是多么爱你！也别忘了，煮点红豆汤给伟大的她，因为那５－７天是多么的难熬～

男生的痛，有时女生不会懂。。。♡

男生的痛，有时女生不会懂。。。♡

by 〓文章分享页〓 on Sunday, 31 October 2010 at 16:21

女生不懂，当女生在为男生不打电话生气时，男生可能在干 着又苦又累的工作。。。

女生不懂，当男生为女生披上他自己的衣服是，他也是如坠 冰窖。。。

女生不懂，当女生一句话让男生沉默的时候，男生不是生气 ，而是深深的受伤。。。

女生不懂，当看到男生一只快乐时，不是男生没有痛苦，而 是全部埋在心底。。。

女生不懂，当女生为男生付出的时候，男生不是看不见，而 是不善于表达。。。

女生不懂，当男生挑剔女生不好的时候，在别人面前却夸的 如天仙一般。。。

女生不懂，当男生转身的时候，女生看不到男生眼底的悲伤 和心理的泪和血。。。

女生不懂，当男生失意的时候，永远是孤独的喝着酒。。。

女生不懂，当男生在坚强的外表下，有时候是一颗异常脆弱 的心。。。

女生不懂，当男生悲伤的时候，永远不会骂女生，是因为男 生还深深的爱着她。。。

女生不懂，当女生痛苦的时候，男生的心痛永远不会比女生 少。。。

女生不懂，当男生离开的时候，并不代表他不爱她，而是不 想浪费她的青春和感情。。。

女生不懂，当男生选择成为过客的时候，男生的心中永远刻 着女生的名字。。。

女生不懂，当男生装傻的时候，不是忘记，而是在想如何给 女生一个惊喜。。。

女生不懂，当男生生气的时候，不是因为不能承受女生的无 理取闹，而是因为被女生的话深深地伤害。。。

如果一个男生真的爱一个女生，他的许多都是女生不懂得，男生对女生的尊重和爱也不会比女生付出的少，因为男生承受的东西本就很多，男生的心不会比女生坚强，因为女生可 以发泄，而男生却只能压在心底。。。

很多时候不要太责怪 一个男生。。。因为他爱的同样甚至更深。。只不过被深深 的藏起。。。

Iryu -Kenji Sakaguchi

I'm in love with this guy~~ SERIOUSLY!!! ARGH!!
Kenji Sakaguchi

short reflection

i really want to study today
bloody not feeling well
argh
very sien
i dont know am i really studying today
whole body really want to collapse
keep sneezing..
feeling hot ..
or maybe i really dont want study?
i dont know
but i really not feeling well

要进步
就要肯接受别人的评语
不管多恶劣
只要忍耐就过去了

期待是傻的
你永远得不到你所要的
要不断地告诉自己不要有所期待
不管是现在对你好，对你不好，伤害你的，保护你的
维持现状
珍惜你想珍惜的，做你想做的
无需顾虑
有时好朋友不一定时对你最好的
可是真心的朋友一定是对你好的
抛开朋友的划分
这样会得到更多

三种不同的男生

一些人当你对他好时，
他还会埋怨你对他的好
和他相处还要顾虑很多东西
深怕一点点错误就会被他埋怨
说话还要顾虑自己会不会说错话
还要找话题以免尴尬
因为他都是很想要和你说话

另些人当你不期望他对你好时，
他却对你很好
或许在他心中你只是个过客
但是他却发自内心对你好
和他的感觉是舒服的
可以开玩笑
可以不用拘束
可以很开心的聊以前和未来
适当的时间会和你说说话
其余的时间他就会成为你努力的动力

少部分的人
把你放在最前面
就算全世界都抛弃你
你知道只有他会守护着你
人生中不管大小事都能告诉他
他总是会借肩膀给你
也会诚实地告诉你他想你
可是有时会不经怀疑真实性。。

"Infect Them All" New iphone action game

the game that i play currently using my cousin's itouch..
really a good game to relax urself..
but i stuck at one of the level..haiz..
maybe i should learn from the person in the video..go back and play the previous stage to gather money so i can upgrade myself..

最后一次

最后一次了吧
和大家这样一起做chemistry。。
真的很庆幸能和大家一起打拚
大家对我的包容胜于一切
对，我很笨，我很差
一直不断的在拖累大家
觉得很抱歉

和大家嘻嘻哈哈的日子
很快很快过
眨眼间，我们不知度过多少个周末
过程有时很辛苦
但我却过得很充实，很有意义，也少不了开心
我真正开始学习，是因为你们每一位，教会了我许多东西

最主要的是
感谢那一位“老师”
愿意花时间教我们，陪我们，和我们一起战斗
对他的感激，没话说，只有赞赏的话
再加上，这么用心教我这个白痴，更是敬佩！
常在想如果他没有教我，现在会不会飞到更远？
我是不是在扯后腿？
他对每个人的用心
大于一切
我从他身上看到了用心
真的

接下来，是我们要飞翔的日子了
以后要靠自己了
我想，我们一定会很努力
这样才不会辜负他对我们的期盼。。

大家，加油！！！