frustation

SEE WHAT'S THE TIME NOW?!!!

AND..

I JUST REACH HOME!!!

AND.. I HAVEN BATH YET...


know y i so frustated?
all because of stupid installation
how can they start their things late..
is kind of wasting time..
hanging around there doing nth...
it delayed..
all my plans after installation failed...

i am tired..
with all the sweats after PE
still wearing it to the place..
STICKY..

although my eyes pain,
but i still helped them to pour drinks..
know wat..
i can pour the drinks out of the cups..
it really showed that i am tired

we, interactors, not going there to interact with other ppl,
but among ourselves


CHS really have great potential in leadership skill..
but i think the training in CHS really good compare to other sch..
really miss CHS..
i miss the activities for CCA
i miss all the camps especially leadership camps
i miss all the trips..
i miss all the duties..

Friends

朋友不在乎多少，知心的一个就够！

tis is a message from Hao Yap.. quite true..

not all the friends can give u 100% supports.. but as long as u know they really support .. i think is enough..

y suddenly this sentence come out? ... it is because i miss all the messages from my friends.. my source of energy... i know they r busy .. although i kinda look forward to their msg everytime i feel bad..

gambateh to all my friends~~~all the best in life~~

lame test..

A very lame test but quite fun .. everyone try to this test also..

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got this from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
无心害你 - 关菊英

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
浪漫爱 - 江语晨 (romantic??)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
幻想教室 - 陈仁丰(O.O)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Always Online (== funny man)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
带我走 - 杨丞琳

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?你并不孤单- 林峰 （感动）

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN真心话大冒险 （？？cant understand）

WHAT IS 2+2?
love song -方大同(2+2 = love song?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
你就像个小孩 （haha）

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
美好时光 - 光良

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
如果时间来到- 林峰

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
爱情日报 - 陈仁丰

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
到不了 - 范玮琪

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
会长大的幸福- Tank

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Easy Come, easy go - NEWS

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
情人节- 梁静茹 (==""")

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
流泪 - 李尚坤（BOF）

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?武装的蔷薇- 神木与瞳 (sounds like i like to hide my own feelings)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
你的背包 - 陈奕迅

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
不可能错过你 - Leehom(hahahahaha...)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?点
一把火炬 - 林俊杰(so i'm gonna die??n the way i die?? XD)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
everything - Leehom (i crazy ah?)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
再见 - 张震岳 (match)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
全世界都停电 - Tank （really so serious??)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
爱情那样的事情 - Brand new day （boys over flowers) ..sounds true

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?远远 - 林宇中 (o.o) (nobody love me~~)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
收藏 - 萧敬腾

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
谁都想感到被爱 - 曾国辉 （yup..match me)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
quincy- 陈仁丰 （what???!! certainly not!! i dont like him)

missing heart

i just wan to let my tears drop
heart empty just in d sudden
couldnt do anything
luckily is dark n nobody knows me in the bus
thought that i am more able to cope this compare to last time
unfortunately i am still weak after all
maybe because i know
after this time..
i might not hv time to go back..
just dun feel like going off

although just a few hours
din even drink alcohol with them
but i feel my head is spinning
all the memories rotating in my brain

miss my bed..
miss the nag..
miss the dishes..
miss the nice foods..
miss the tv..
miss miss miss miss..

I hate myself

y am i so stupid?
y am i so irritating?
i dunno
i know..
i always do sth that make the people surrounding me feel not comfortable with
but
i cant control myself sumtimes..

hate myself..
for being so weak
in all the aspects..
especially physically n mentally
i look like a fool in front of ppl..

i actually clearly know that
not every1 can accept my behaviour
i try to change
but still will remain some
how
what should i do

hate myself for giving stupid comment to ppl...
but i myself actually not good at it
stupid pei wen


argh.. y i blog??? i miss out Nicholas Teo's interview!!!!!

给Yee Sook的一封信

突然间，在上bio课时有好多的话想对你说。我忍着，一直到我回来我才把想说的话写出来。不知为何突然会这样，只知道当时你出现在我脑海你。因为，是你教会我朋友的重要性。对朋友的好是不求回报的，这是我从你身上学的。可能当时被某些事情困惑住，但想到你，我释怀了。我知道，我不该计较。

不知不觉中，你离开了一段时间。坦白说，我的心里，还是认为你一直在活着。是不是因为我没有去你的葬礼？好像你一直在某个角落生活着。可是，有时，我却寻求你的庇佑。我知道你在另一个世界正努力地保佑我们你爱的每一个人。

头脑常常出现你坐在我后面的画面，还有每次拿考卷，你都会称赞我，然后露出崇拜的表情后说“如果我有这样的成绩就好了！”可是，你却没有机会。。。

好后悔在Prom night时不和你共舞长一些时间，都怪我害怕你在我面前倒下，让你未能真正享受到。。

Michael Jackson也走了。好想问你，你是不是在另一个世界在和他尬舞着？

Dead

this blog is dead.... sien right...

Maths Trail

posting something about my life here.. i think this blog r pretty bored...

below are pictures for Maths Trail at Sentosa tat occurred months ago.. now only have time to upload about it..

me, sean , yu hsuan and rebecca formed a team to participate in Maths Trail.. acutally din plan to join.. just last minute suddenly decided to join.. our group really finally.. from one station to another station we always go to the wrong place...

My group : me , yu hsuan n rebecca.. n the one holding the camera, Sean

unexpected meet my SG friends early in the morning...

yeah!! here we go.. SG01

my jie jie at here.. haha.. Crystal.. Malaysian mah.. the Melaka girl.. similar in many aspects..

hey yo girls!!

Happy Birthday Shue Ze

Happy Birthday Shue Ze! dun worry, u r not alone at singapore.. i am here too!! (sounds lame right?)

bad mood + bad luck

no mood..
dun feel like study chemistry...
but tmr chem test!!
feel like dying..

know wat
this morning my mickey mouse's watch spoiled..
it followed me for about 2 years i think..
know my bad luck begin

bio test....
din expect that MCQ questions r mostly from pass year..
din hv time to go through..
for structure, wat i studied i forget..
wat i remembered din came out
wat i dun remembered came out
looks familiar yet i cant do it...

after sch,
studied with SG friends + cousin,
but..
mind shut down..
cannot go in ..
bad mood
how?
wasted some time..
then decided to go back home...

on the way..
accidentally delete one of my important friend contact..
at this timing,
most of my friends having lessons, nobody that can talk to
dun hv no already.. cant contact..
mood continue to be moody

about to reach bus stop..
but see the bus pass by me..
haiz
need to wait another 15 min...


bad luck? i dunno

Happy Birthday..

Happy Birthday, Kheng Aik.. sorry.. duno wat to write n laptop run out of battery soon

weird

dunno why
just feel weird
i am packing
but the weird feeling
existing
because i am leaving again?

don't have this type of feeling be4
although i travel around these two countries
maybe this time
the way my parents treat me
i think is really pampering
everything just buy for me
even my sis wana they also don't buy her
they even called me "queen"

or maybe this time round when i come back
not really meet my friends
just sms them
feel so good
can sms them again

bye, my friends!
bye, my family!
leaving tmr..
but...
i coming back soon!!!!!

Tired

I feel sorry for Yi Theng for all the troubles caused. At first i quite interested to go out with them to relax myself... i don't wana stay in the house anymore.. i cant breathe the air outside.. but yesterday i still hv a lots of things need to study(who ask me slack a lots)...plus people that confirm to go out for the outing only 3 of us... since like tat, after hv discussion with yi theng we decided to cancel it.. after all i still feel guilty about it.. cant blame.. but i think we can blame h1n1 as Sg Wang and time square have h1n1 cases... better that we stay at home...

i think this is the first time i come back to Malaysia without going out with friends.. except that day go Low Yat buy computer accessories then meet Sheah Yee at there..

i feel sorry for Ungu members as well especially Ru Yan.. last time promise them to visit them but i din make it due to some reasons.. i dunno whether i can make it for tmr but i am leaving around 1pm.. i really miss them but haiz.. according to their performance on Sports day, i trust tat my daughters and sons dun need me anymore....

i really hope that tmr i can be able to attend Nicholas Teo's autograph session.. i really miss him very much.. is ok that i din get the chance to shake hand with him, but at least he signs my album in front of me.. haiz, dun think can make it as i going to leave around 1pm.. his autograph session is on 12pm.. unless i am the first 1 who get to go up, if not , dun think can make it.. cant blame any1.. y don't i am his fans club member? then i get the priority to go up the stage to get his signature be4 other ppl.. sad...

why blog test next week?.........................if not , i sure wont go back on saturday.. i wan see nic!!

Happy birthday, Sin Yoong

my dear yoong yoong, happy birthday ya! sorry cannot celebrate ur birthday with u..feel guilty.. but nvm i trust that we will meet very very soon.. i know u hv a great n suprise birthday from ur roommates this year.. u see.. how 幸福 you r... ok lar..

hope u enjoy ur life there!!

cheer!!

be happy!

miss u..miss u..miss u

I‘m back

hey, i'm back Malaysia.. haha.. i come back here since last friday.. tired tired tired.. i dunno y my whole holiday so tiring until din even started to do revision.. even at here, i just keep eating eating n sleeping sleeping sleeping..

i going back to Singapore most probably next sunday (28th of June).. because on the saturday i wana attend my idol's NICHOLAS TEO autograph session!!

i dunno should i meet my friends since i din even started my revision yet.. cant u guys just come to my house n study with me.. haha...just ignore me..being silly

okay, let's pray that Lee Chong Wei, Wong Pei Tty, Chin Eei Hui win today's match!! gambateh! i will cheer for u all in front of tv~~~(just hope tat i won't scold u all anymore)
* Lee Yong Dae pls win too... u hv 2 matches today.. u sure can win both right?

Kurosagi诈欺猎人

因为喜欢


才会存有不应该产生的关心


因为喜欢


会想要移走对方心中的悲伤


因为喜欢


就算没能力也尽力地保护你


因为喜欢


想让对方知自己所有的一切

因为喜欢

才存有欲望分享生活灿烂时光

因为喜欢

才把对方每个表情记在心里

Yamashita is back!! 山下智久回来了！it have been a long time since i last introduce about his drama.. nice to see him again..

actually i already wrote out full description about the drama...but after i trying hard to put the video that i found in youtube that i wanted to share, all my words disappear.. 2 times!! twice.. i had been trying ..all my happiness n intention to promote yamashita are gone just in sudden because i don't feel like writing again.. furthermore, this time, instead of using chinese, i using english to write!! so i decided to put the synopsis from one of the website here as i really want to share with all of my friends about this drama.. for those who r having holiday, must watch k? u wont regret.. trust me..


Short Videos about Kurosagi that i tried so many times to post them :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mzcDzKkPGlI&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dgLrcgz6fm0&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ASHxibphWQc


Synopsis
Kurosaki is a young man whose family was destroyed by swindlers. Despite that, Kurosaki grows up to become a con artist known as Kurosagi. As Kurosagi, he swindles other con artists and returns the money to the original victim. He works with the master swindler Katsuragi Toshio even though Toshio had a hand in the destruction of Kurosaki’s family. Kurosaki's life begins to change when he meets Yoshikawa Tsurara, a young law student who disapproves of his disrespect of the law.

爱与被爱

能被爱吗？

好像对我来说

悲哀比较有可能吧

没尝试过被爱的感觉

被爱应该比爱还好受吧？

爱一个人心会很痛


《爱太痛》 　　吴克群
能不能不爱了
因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了
却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了
爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了
却无法把爱割舍...
我不能睡...

感情

感情是不知不觉中产生的

人总是毫不知情

心的感觉是不会错的

但往往人都会选择忽视它

迟疑的原应有很多种

最常见的就是

觉得自己配不上对方　

或内心曾被伤害

或者是因为会伤害到友情

爱情会伤害到友情

这使到人会选择封闭自己的感情

Promote~~

hey everyone, go in the website and have a look..an online shop by my primary classmates.. i guess most of the girls will interested in.. for guys, u all can choose presents for ur gf from here too^^

http://eemil-petitegurl.blogspot.com/

Enjoy!

Help Me (part 2)

i wish i can have many many interesting and innovative ideas as possible... but too bad.. i am not able to think.. i am not thinker

now our group member for Project Work are working on a topic called "Conservation of Safe food"..does it sounds interesting? i don't know but the main purpose of this topic are targeting on the rising case of food poisoning..

now, we are stuck.. at a point that we cannot come up with strategies..

Our questions:
1. How can we prevent unscrupulous people misuse their knowledge to use chemicals for making the food?
For an example, Milk Scandal case. or the use of chemicals in growing plants.. injecting chicken with chemicals that cause the chicken become bigger so they can sell it with higher price although it may harm our human's health?

2. How can we encourage people eating less can food or process food?

God, i need brain..

* Comments all seriously welcome...... i am appreciate if everyone can give me ideas.. Thank you!

Help me...

I need a list of Chinese Movies and title for Chinese Essay Competition..everyone if u happen to see this post.. pls suggest any Chinese Movies that u like or watch before... as much as possible.. thank you..

Siew Cen, happy birthday!!

Happy Birthday Siew Cen.. i miss u very much.. look forward to see u again.. all the best in England!

3 days 2 night trip..

when i reached the bus station, i decided to take lrt back home as i failed to call my mum using my hp... then my mum n 2 aunts waited for me at the lrt station.. help me take bags n everything... as if i cant take... they all treated me like kids.. even holding my hands when we crossed the road.. i kept telling them i am 18!! no effects... went pasar malam..shopping mall with them.. i just know i kept eating n buying things..

reunion with some friends.. saturday met my s6 friends.. haha.. those who went almost all of them were guys.. thanks to Shiew Foong.. if not i will be the only girl.. our plan actually was watched 17again at 1.30pm.. but the crowd.. omg.. the lines r damn long.. n the tickets sold out.. then the boys went to play snooker..damn cool.. first time saw them playing.. not bad.. me and yee hang really wana watch that movie.. so we decided to go line up ..finally our turn.. but only 4 tickets left but we had 6ppl.. so how? other movie... but our final decision is we watched.. "MONSTER vs ALIENS".. a cartoon. i actually watch cartoon with 5 guys!! (shiew foong left earlier)..thanks Yeong Shing for the birthday present!

Sun.. met Yi Theng, Hui Chi, Cindy, Hui Wan, Si Min & the most lame guy Terence Lee.. after watched 17again, Jason fetch us to Station One cafe.. thanks for the birthday present..the pig damn cute..thanks for purposely come back to meet us again although tired after his match.. ..we laugh... smile... talk... argue... really had a sweet & memorable moment..really big thanks to Terence Lee.. with all his jokes?? we laugh until..........................

this is terence lee.. he claimed that he looks like zac efron..

ok, after u see the picture.. u will realise how handsome zac efron is compare to ..

my ji mui.. si min n hui chi..


nobody want to take pic with terence.. sad sad sad

attention seeker.. funny guy.. if he follows me to singapore.. my life here will be totally different.. haha..

COMING BACK

hey everyone.. i am coming back!! MALAYSIA here i come!! this friday i going back to Malaysia.. but i will back to Singapore again on next monday cause i have OP course on next tuesday..

Xiau Yen, Happy Birthday!!

谢谢你，因为你，s6才会如此完美。。

Happy Birthday！！