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Sunday, October 16, 2011

手术operation

Cant decide what language i want to use to blog this post.. i always think that english is not as meaningful and touching like chinese...want to get it a try today..

while i was watching this drama called 外科医生奉达熙, i went to hospital to check on my hand.. this was due to the reason that i have a lump on my right hand. my right hand was super ugly and sometimes even painful. ever since i born, this was the first time i stepped into hospital. but what sad things occured... the abnormal at my hand is GANGLION and there is no way to remove it except operation.. i was calmed all the time when the doctor explained the situation to me.

but after that, time-to-time, i will think of the knife the doctors used to do operation in the drama that i watched.. i started to fear.. i cannot imagine such things gona cut on my hands..

initially i choose to do whole body anaesthesia cause i seriously dont want seeing myself lying on the bed of the operation room and waited for the doctor to cut my hand.. but many people started to tell me the bad things about it.. that y i give up and choose local anasthesia (partially) ..

actually now i still watching drama.. seeing all the incidents happening in the operation room made me fear ...however, i still have to face it.. sometimes i will think “这一双没有牵过别人的手,这么能让她有着伤口呢”。。 but nth i can do now , just can pray for myself.. praying that after the operation, the pain that the doctor described i still can bare with it.. praying that the 10% chances that ganglion will grow back after operation will not happen ..

PRAY with me.. give me a hug.. give me some energy~